sighz....diz mini project really means alot...i mean as in...ppl show their true colours...u know wat kinda of ppl is wat...n really....if ive a choice i dun wish to know..but itz a must...pluz diz year...we haf project werk..so kinda hafta werk togather kinda thing...its hard esp when sum of diz ppl simply wun do their werk n loves to do it last min which i can pretty much guess wun b much of worth...sighz..

gp project...dwn...lots more to go...sighz...im simply so so sick of geog...i relli dunno y...i think i know y but.....seriously...the teacher is juz plain sux. sori to say...i missed eric ng!!! cher! i want u back!!! wahahah....wat can i say...ur de better teacher here n y shld dis 'teachers' take over u? y dun u follow us up? its sooo cruel to let others juz take ur job....n leaving us lil geographers of urs under other ppls hand...
wat the hell am i talking abt? aaaah im juz whining n blabbering nonsense as usual....too stress? no surprise...i think i am kinda going a lil too crazy...ive been far a lil bit too nasty in my speeches..i mean as in...i kinda say stuff tt can relli like hurt ppl...woah...n in class ive been so restless tt i simply hafta disturb alin non stop...if i cont to do dat...i think she'll b relli pissed wif me soon enuff ...ahahah....cari pasal seh..haiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....

anw today....wasnt such a gd day in sch...de presentation...well i dunno...i think twaz 50-50...i din relli prepare my speeaches well enuff....but i think even if i do...i dun think i can change the way i speak...ppl say i speak like a train...well mayb its true...i mean...i cant help it...i tend to do dat everytime i do oral presentation....i tend to speak fast...nervous? shld be...plus i din wanna speak like tagboard...shes totally monotoned n flat n slow n ..... so i guess even if i kinda read straight frm de paper..n dun haf such gd voice intonation...i can perhaps speak a lil faser so as not to bore ppl to death...i hope...

anw...after that...sum of us...basically mua clique went to queensway to check out the class t shirtz..first shop was like exp loh....$18 4 a simple shirt...hello...tts like the cost of our last yrs jersey! exp ryt de shirt? so stupid...anw de 2nd shop was better...frenlier oso...i think...we can do it 4 $14 excluding names...spitty we cant haf names on...esp embroided ones...its soooo cool...n its gonna be damn nice loh...haix...de thing is class simply wun cooperate...even last yrs class jersey, they havent finish paying up till now...poor shan...haix...dis ppl....so sick seh...i mean dun tell me u cant pay up bit by bit 4 almost a whole yr? pretty fishy ryt? or perhaps they r too stingy or wat....haiyah...anw...i relli wanted to go 4 the names embroided on the shirt...serious its soo cool! okok i sed tt redy....anw our shirts gonna b black...n de gurls r gonna haf hot pink wordings...n de boys blue...wow....yeah simply wow....mayb its nice wif pink on black...but BLue is juz sooooo.. me...i want blue!!!!  ahahah....well ive not much of choice...looks like ive to try to wear pink sumtyms...n its not juz pink...its HOT PINK! i cant imagine wat menaga wld sey if shes still here...muahahah...so shan...we hafta go wif pink huh?hax...well...no harm trying yah?
anw..we went to eat afta tt...me, sya ,shan, dayah,alin,poksy,zash,shaheedha...all squashed at  mcs table...well not exactly squashed lah...hehe...well...twas fun eating togather n laughing our heads off sumtyms...releasing stress u know...n planning to be evil gurls playing tricks on guys..esp aliff..ahahahah. well...today was kinda de gurls day out ^_^...im so looking 4ward 4 more. n yah....de pre-u 2 fun day too!! hey shan...dun 4get to find ways on how to build sandcastles! muahahah.....well strange but i nvr build a proper sandcastle in my life...hehe...well am not exactly de beach gurl....unlike...beachball!! heheh...ryt sya!!

oh well....hectic hectic hectic us....cant think of any other words....hey im relli worn out this week..sooo tiring....n i bet its gonna be more tiring 4 de upcoming weeks....haix!!!

first geog lesson....physical geog...as if losing my fav teacher, mr eric is not enuf...its replaced by a really booooring teacher who expects us to remember everything tt we learnt last year. not only tt, she added an assignment...n we hafta do research on it...n i burnt de midnight oil on the net 4 n took two days to complete de stupid thing which she didnt go thru or even check today. curses i tell u.

human geog teacher ...michelle fong....not that bad...like me crazy over eric...aliff is crazy abt diz teacher...hafta admit shes kinda cute n pretty Pretty too...not to mention jolly n friendly....i mean at least she doesnt start de lesson stressing us out. like how normal classes spoz to start on first lesson...she gave an intro n all...n a pleasant meeting each other. anw...i kinda decided...since Nitz wanted to take over my job as a lit rep...cuz she kinda wanted to ...i dunno...connect wif terrence fong more? muahahah....anw...de jobs hers...i mean hey it aint ez being lit rep...we haf 3 papers...which means 3 diff lit tutors...n u hafta cooperate wif them all...n she want that? she can have that. so since she took over me...i decided to take over lynettes job...since i think she was in the student leader thing..i thot she might stay to b a student councillor...so i kinda wanted to take over her as a geog rep...n i did...hehe...i dunno y i'm kinda finding more things to do when projects r pilling non stop...mayb...i juz wanna...

talk abt lit...a big mistke tt i cldnt b bothered to read the lit bks...n i regret it as hell...hey how do u finish two Novels in three terms? i havent even start reading em yet! godz...n not onli that...we haf a mini project n spoz to present it in class 4 paper 1. n today we juz got another project for lit paper two. godz.... ni blum lagi masuk paper 8....seriously...i'm dying to break dwn...mayb de pressure havent mount enuff yet...wait till next week...ill b crying soon i think.

n first thing tt my gp teacher talk abt is a small project tt has to do wf a gp topic...science n tech..how boring! but den again my gp decided to do sumthing abt Cryonics...de freezing of the dead n reviving  them in the next century.pretty  cool huh? i find it kinda interesting...so it aint tt bad aftaall...haix...

n mly...we hafta do a bk review. i mean i've done mine...a stupid summary of a bk i read during the hols. BUT...now she juz gave us a format abt how n wat she wants us to do. godz it aint tt ez doing a bk review...its sooo like lit..ananlysing n stuff...how sick! n we hafta do it by end of jan...haix...

abt the sc thing....i cant deny tt i'm kinda upset i din get a call frm them....which means im not selected to b  a S.L ....haix..itz juz that...itd b very fun ...u know being wif the others ...planning n making presentations to the year ones n all...haix... but as my siz sez...evevrything happens 4 a reason..yeah...now i know how true it is...i dun really care tt much now since hws n projects r always by my side. plus...i hafta kinda concentrate on my SyF mly dance also. wahz...bz man...den again i din want to chuck aside my drama cca juz like that...tts so...like irresponsible....talk abt responsible...i was susprised by mr fongs announcement when i was like out of breathe 4 running to go to the drama meeting...n he sed..." btw u r our new treasurer"  muahahah...now thats a shock...i mean hey...i'm kinda new in S.a.D  i havent acted in any gd plays.. n im voted to be the treasurer???? wahz...does my face really reflect anything to do wif money???? im very honoured to b given the post lah but...seriously speaking...i kinda feel bad...i mean two of my seniors r wanting to quit S.a.D cuz they dun get a post in the S.a.D committee. esp when they haf done significant jobs...like moses...hey hes such a nice guy...n i heard hes done so much 4 S.a.D....n din get anything...n me being so new got the post...kinda unfair dun u think? haix...well wat can i do...its not like i suck up to the teacher to get to be in the committee or wat...but relli...he deserves better...n i think the rest shld agree.
wahahah...who am i to say that yah?

well abt my frens...ahahah...sya...she got attracted to this year 1 guy....wahahah...experienced flirter....how many guys ko nak ah sya? dgn sha...taufiq...muru...now de safi guy....ahahah...anw..ders a couple of new guys in our batch. one is keong hazwan.i think tts hes name....hes frm last year first 3 mths batch but went to pioneer jc but came back here this year...n omg...one can melt looking at him...muahahah....welll...hes dat gd looking 4 me..even tho sya sed," dier hesem sgt ker?" well mayb not 4 u...i cant think wats so attractive abt muru..bsides shan lah...well mayb we haf diff taste yah...but azlins reaction when she saw him was like " omg!....n was kinda like soooo amazed...n hidayah...she still can turn arnd staring at him while walking out of sch...n when hes outa sight...she turn arnd , jumping n shouting..." omg hes sooooo....." n she was speechless....muahahaha...well hes that cute i guess....i know looks can b deceiving ...but hey thats human nature...well...its not wrong juz having short flings yah?  its not like im intending to start stalkng him or wateva or want to b his gf or wat....( if he wants..wld i?) muahahah...nolah...im  not reli looking 4 one ryt now tho i think i kinda want one....muahahah...crazy talk... anw ....zash has her own eye candy....n yah not bad of a choice oso...gd huh being sl? can know so many ppl...

well...ive done a long entry today cuz i wont haf  luxurious tym to spent here anymore...i haf too many researches to do...sooo...yeah...complained my hearts out today... aaahhh...tts all 4 now...update ya soon...n btw guys...if ya read me...plz least tag or sumthin....u know...to know tt u r  still reading...mayb not...aiyah...wateva lah....peace out!

wed.
anw on wed ...haf tarian...n omg...dis is like so my first tym meeting the dance instructor.he shoot me wif pathtic farking qns...i dunno 4 wat the hell....punyerlah bingit..i feel like showing him my attitude n farking slap his ugly face. he sez...eh y r u sooo hairy uh? in mly of curz...i was like wat the hell? n he sez, dun u feel unfortunate being so hairy?  n he sez afta looking at everybody else," i officially announce u being the most hairiest gurl of all"....ah farking bastard. but after everything else ...he did explain his actions...like i think its his way to membahasekan org lain yg make modifications to their natural body like coloured hair n showing off their stick size bodies...muahahh...relli..i think itz ok...i find him quite amusing 4 now.havent seen him in his worse moods...everybody else warned the new ppl of him.byk mrepek 24-7 but he thinks great. i like the way he membahasekan sum of the tarian gurls...lol....seriously...there shld b more of this kinda ppl to shake this bitches up. n omg....his dances r like sooo hard 4 me...its very basic but totally hard to coordinate ur hands n legs.relli...n den we haf to do sum stupid somersault to flex de body.n i hafta sprain my back...oh sick thing. but itz kinda fun.

den still hafta rush 4 sc meeting.tried to play some dumb icebreaking games. n den cut out some cloth to make our identities.i tell u if they dun choose me as an sc....id curse them upside dwn...i've sacrificed all this precious tym of mine n if they throw me away 4 god knows wat reason...id hate them n those sick teachers 4eva!!! ahhh being dramatic ain? yeah talk abt dat...i kinda missed drama...ckgu rasiah sed we hafta practice intensely till april...n i'm really despaired by the thought. i mean hey i've got pw next year n my cca? let me at least attend one day of my cca??? i cant chuck it one side totally? that wld b mean.!! haix....anw...later that day afta gobbling up my lunch...we hafta paint banners...hax...dat day i did quite a lota werk i think tho not the most..itz quite fun painting banners togather....true it is a way to get bonded wif the others...but relli more shld come n do their share of the werk.huh!

afta dat... we ended quite late...actually i wanted to join some of the others go mc for an ice cream...n i ended up buying a meal!! omg! i tell i'm quite full n mum called to get back home early n guess wat? they got some pizza 4 us!!! omg! i tell u i regretted going Mc cuz i cant stuff more then 2 pcs already...ahh! wata waste!

today fri...
haf tarian lessons again...c dat guy again....n y...he 4got our names already! wat a guy...well dis tym de dance step r more...complicated. n its so fast ...wat the hell...i cldnt catch the steps n i was simply bullshitting tru...haix...dancing? not 4 me. but hey i put myself into this thing...so juz do till its done.HAIX! later went mc again....this tym to really get an ice cream! n yeah..i got mine...sya wanted to eat at kfc. so i ended up eating CHeese fries n popcorn shake. wahx! i tell u...wheneva wif sya....u simply hafta eat!!!  aahahaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh!!!!!!!!!!

next mon still haf sum more sc thing.....my godz hols r going sooo fast...n i havent done a single significant thing! goshz...

haix..campz over..

well ders lotsa nice memories der...

yup yup...i neva knew dat sum of my watch members are MI-ianz..ahaha

oh well i've enjoyed my camp dayz reli much...yup yup.

i've a lotsa things to talk abt...but uh...feeling lazy to talk grandfather story yah...

bcuz i bet u'll b bored reading my winding story...
so to cut short id juz summarize everything.

day 1:
went kayaking a while..b4 dat we had sum practise capsizing...we were kinda near de shore so we can like walk inshore after capsizing.but when my boat overturned n i wanna step on the seafloor ..my legs cldnt reached it n the watrer level was like above my head! hax! n i was like struggling in the water.n my tall partner was standing easily in the water n still can ask me if i was ok. den he sed " u know ain u can let urself float...u've got ur life vest on." n dumbly in sudden realization i was like ..." oh yah ah"...hax! sick thing! i 4got im saved by diz jacket..n i struggled 4 nothg..i bet the others r laughing dwn there....huh! well anw...we kayaked till dinner ...n went to bed.

day2:
rock climbing.hmmm...it relli din look as ez as it looks...seriously speaking...last tym i can climb to the top blind folded...but now i reli hafta look arnd n werk my way tru.haix..i darent try the middle wall...looks tough...which is pretty inviting...but ders no tym 4 me...haix...den played sum games...when we played it we relli completely hugged each other...no talk abt touching...molesting or wateva...wer totally sardined....huh! fun relli...ahahahah....den had our briefing 4 tmrs outing.

day3:
we hafta kayak all the way to causeway ..i kayaked wif PL..an RJ guy...hes the starboard side...so...i havnet reli much difficulty kayaking wif him. den at lunch break...he wanted to switch kayaks wif his gf...ah! stupidz! den i'm tsuck wif a hwa chong gurl.haix...shes oklah...juz that...kayaking wif a gurl needs a lot more werk.n i mean relli....when we arrived at the ship yard...the water was behaving badly n our kayak keeps drifting away frm de diamond formation n reli my arms were aching n my fingers were cramped n at that pt of tym i regretted switching kayaks..haix...but i hafta say i'm proud of myself...even tho my body can hardly take de pressure...its my will power that makes our boat overtake many boats n arrived at land at last..i was seriously happy n soooo proud...yeah...n den we reli haf trouble slping...u can actually hear the mosquitoes buzzing in the tent while slping! n my hands n feets were attacked by those beasty flies...curse them...didn haf much sleep...but after doing my sentry duty at abt 4am...i slpt like a log outside....since its like beside de sea...its super peaceful n cooling wifout any flies to disturb my slp....but we hafta wake up at 6 aredy...haiyah...

day 4:
woke up early to eat a very sick breakfast.n break the tents n pack our things n leave the sembawang beach  by 7 pluz...the sun...i tell u was scorching hot.i wldve b blinded by th e sun if i hadnt my cap to protect me...n of course...i hafta put on the sun block lotion..but seriously i cldnt b bothered...n so i haf a two tone skin colour...which i think is kinda cool....lol...ppl here back home is making a big deal outa my dark colour..but reli i missed being dark.strange 4 a gurl huh? but true...i missed being under the sun.n well here i am...i'm wif my partner again...n hes the sweeper which means we hafta sweep n push all the kayaks to the front...so wer like the last ppl...well its nice to kayak wif a guy,,,esp a guy like him...haix...wonder howd it b like if i was to kayak wif sumbody special huh...ahahahha...okok...anw me n PL was like trying to sing to chase de boredness away...but relli it wasnt boring to kayak wif him...hes a real gentleman n he sang the song that aladdin sang wif jasmine...spitty i din know how to sing that song...ahahah...oh yeah...we arrived back to ubin early at abt 11 pluz... den we planned to do the high elements ..well oni the first gp went n try out..n then the rain spoiled eveything...n our tracking plan was ruined too...haix....we pitched out tents at a site nearby...haix...

at nyt we kinda had a solo walking in the forest but reli it wasnt much scary after all since the person in front n behind me was like super near uh....hmmmm no fun relli but secretly speaking i was quite horrified when the instructor sed we hafta go back to camp one by one...hax. oh well we had our last de brief togather......haix...oh yah i 4got ..that nyt i was put in charged of cooking... muaahahha...a joke huh? but relli i cooked maggi...4 de first tym in my life i ate mushroom...ahahah not bad...n put anchovies too....heheh reli not bad esp when ur starving... n the boys rox....u know they huddled one corner n cooked their own meal cuz they r still hungry...they cooked sardines n put god knows wat inside...n hey itz not that bad....we ate it wif bread...heheh...

day 5:
wanted to try out the tripod high elements...but when it was my turn the rain hafta spoil everything again...haix...damn de rain...n den later we hafta clean up our bunks n de store....we oni hafta pay 20cents each...heheh....not bad uh our gp...well....we had our last lunch in the canteen b4 getting shirts frm de souvenier shop....i got 5 tshirts...one reli nice one 4 my bro....one 4 me n muh sis n two more 4 irna n sya...i like the black one...haiyah...i shldve bought another...oh well mayb next tym  :) i reli wanna go again even tho it means suffering...muahahaha.. well took de ferry wif a reli heavy heart...n got home via train n bus. n den slept like nobodys biznez when i got home...heheh...n i stuffed myself wif everything i can find at home...muahahah talk abt starving...