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Saturday, January 22, 2005
FuN DaY? its ok its alryt...fun day fun day FUN FUN FUN!

weeeeeeeeee....as u can c....im in a pretty crazeeee mood...heheheh...y? well i dunno...according to my hw list...i shld b depressed mourning abt the amount of hw i gotta do...by mon.mind u.huiax!

but wut the hell...on thurs...twas pre u 2 FUN DAy @ Sentosa! weeeeeeeeeee...well...i cant say itz all fun exactly...cuz of sum stuff....esp de chief pep...stupid name she has..n haf problem pronouncing words...ahahah we all had fun laughing at her indon accent...anw...we playing sum sorta amazing race n sandcastle building. ^_^

me n my gurl frens reached sch a lil late cuz of my prob to tie my short hair...urgh..i learnt...if u want ur hair short...keep it extremely short n dun bother clipping or tieing or wateva....n if u want ur hair long...keep it as long as possible so that its ezier to tie long hair than to impossibly tie a short hair.urgh.anw...we rushed up class...n cldnet help but change to our new class t shirt in the classroom itself...luckily at that tym evreybody was rushing dwn to the hall to assemble n not many ppl arnd the class corridors.ahahaha...funny uh...hiding under the windows n changing...ooops...not spoz to say that...err...hehe...anw...went to the hall n put our class identity on...wer having a sash pinned on our shirts...n my yellow sash reads "ms Panic'". oooooo....well mua fwens gave me tt name..cuz uh....cuz of sum incidents that i uh....Panic ..quite a lota times...n i uh....fell a lot a tyms during those panic moments...err...so...uh...yah...i guess thats y...darn...y am i telling ya guys diz....ok juz 4get y im called ms panic yah.hehe

anw...back...yeah our class shirt waz cool...its black...nice ...but its killing under the heat..serious...i tell u...when we were at the beach under the hot afternoon sun...my shirt was roasting my body...haaaaaaax....anw...we haf sum hot pink words printed on it 4 the gurls...n blue 4 the guys...imagine,...im wearing sumthing wif pink....4 the first tym!!! muahahahha....itz quite nice actuallty but still i pretty much want BLUE!

n soooo...we went up the bus n conquered the back seats as usual...my godz i hafta sit wif a.s....wahahah....n then we were stuffing ourselves to the core....i havent had much breakfast...i stuffed myself wif lotsa bizkits n chips n bread i brought frm home...wahahha...big breakfast indeed..reached there n hafta go thru their crappy intro...n my gp hafta do the amazing race first.

well..we hafta do it by classes so tt wed bond better...well oook...the travelling n all that running....n supporting n encouraging was fun tho...but the stuff we hafta do...was kinda stupid...well anw...twas fUN! we jogged uphill...tried to hitch a ride frm passing lorries...pleaded wif drivers...ran along the beach(fantastic) painted each others faces...waved to tourists on the monorail like looneys...wer being extremely frenly yah...n we even climbed over closed gates! even a.s climbed over wif us...woohoo...that was cool 4 her...she sweat n ran n climb wif us....that was cool...i mean she nvr wld haf had run that much 4 p.e.....or wld ever climb another gate in her life...or sweat that much wif us....wahahah....
that race....really really....made us ...closer to each other...even sum of those whom we nvr relli talked to much...we do communicate wif them n push them 4ward n run instead of nak step cool lagging behind...their really my best class ever! luv em luv em luve em! spitty wani n diyanah  din come..even tho u myt think its crap...which it is...its the only tym we can really werk wif each other n haf loads of fun...anw... we were the first gp to come back to the base...tho we skipped one station cuz wer a lil late...we managed to come in early...rather then being late n got 20 pts deducted... yup yup...twas really fun yeah....still i enjoyed the sandcastle building better..

yep...4 the sandcastle building...wer divided n mixed wif the  other classes...wer kinda disappointed at first but den again we do get to know more ppl...n yeash how ryt was that...we mixed wif the bartley ppl..n they do haf sum...er...rather kawaii guys ^_^ heheh....not badlah....we mixed...we dun realli communicate much...but we do know...er...u know...that we know...like...wed like to say hi..ahahha...but we didnt...but during the process of building the sandcastle...ahah wer kinda almost always near each other....muahahah...tho itz kinda clear hes of the more lembut type...but definitely not gay...not dat bad...but i dun even know his name!!! muahahah...haix...well...i kinda hoped hed make de first move...cuz i certainly wun wanna be the first one...to u know...ask him...ahahahha.wateva lah.. i guess his existance yest haf to disappear by the end of the day...sigh...dun think hes spoz to b remembered very much unlike my ONE. muahahah....as if...even my one kinda ignores my existance...haix...well stop boy talk...

anw...it was really fun building sandcastle...twas my very first tym...n we build a really neat n pretty merlion!! really!! twas nice!! n i bet we shlve won it ..only that they dun even announce any winners at the end of the day...pretty dumb system they haf there....haix... u know it shldve been a longer camp...we relli can get to know each other way better...waah...i missed camping!!!! wahaha...oni last year i went obs...well i cld go again this yr...we hafta c first..oh yah...n m.i planning to go 4 overseas cip...i wanna go!!!! anybody wana go wif mua!?!!?!?!? pls say yes!!!! its gonna b fun!!!!

soo yeah...anw yest was hari raya haji...went to my granma hses....n stuffed myself like nobodys biznez...wahahah...ate soo much my stomach felt like bursting...wahahah...nthg much lah relli...juz met alota babies...rayyan has grown soo fast...since hes a boy...hes so much hyper now...n heavier...not very interesting to play wif anywmore...but another niece of mine...a really pretty 7mth old gurl...Dini...shes got this larg black eyes n pretty baby face...she doesnt let herself b heard much....dun really cried...n keeps a stone face if u try to gurgle at her...pretty boring huh...but shes too cute to be ignored! muahahaha...

well tts abt all...alot huh? in a blogging mood....talked a lot...well gotta end now...going out lata....n my hws ...dun mention...is simply a lot. sayonara!

Posted at 1/22/2005 1:37:06 pm by GurL_AiN
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Thursday, January 13, 2005
finally....

phew...finally gp project is officially over!!!! YAY!!!!

sighz....diz mini project really means alot...i mean as in...ppl show their true colours...u know wat kinda of ppl is wat...n really....if ive a choice i dun wish to know..but itz a must...pluz diz year...we haf project werk..so kinda hafta werk togather kinda thing...its hard esp when sum of diz ppl simply wun do their werk n loves to do it last min which i can pretty much guess wun b much of worth...sighz..

gp project...dwn...lots more to go...sighz...im simply so so sick of geog...i relli dunno y...i think i know y but.....seriously...the teacher is juz plain sux. sori to say...i missed eric ng!!! cher! i want u back!!! wahahah....wat can i say...ur de better teacher here n y shld dis 'teachers' take over u? y dun u follow us up? its sooo cruel to let others juz take ur job....n leaving us lil geographers of urs under other ppls hand...
wat the hell am i talking abt? aaaah im juz whining n blabbering nonsense as usual....too stress? no surprise...i think i am kinda going a lil too crazy...ive been far a lil bit too nasty in my speeches..i mean as in...i kinda say stuff tt can relli like hurt ppl...woah...n in class ive been so restless tt i simply hafta disturb alin non stop...if i cont to do dat...i think she'll b relli pissed wif me soon enuff ...ahahah....cari pasal seh..haiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....

anw today....wasnt such a gd day in sch...de presentation...well i dunno...i think twaz 50-50...i din relli prepare my speeaches well enuff....but i think even if i do...i dun think i can change the way i speak...ppl say i speak like a train...well mayb its true...i mean...i cant help it...i tend to do dat everytime i do oral presentation....i tend to speak fast...nervous? shld be...plus i din wanna speak like tagboard...shes totally monotoned n flat n slow n ..... so i guess even if i kinda read straight frm de paper..n dun haf such gd voice intonation...i can perhaps speak a lil faser so as not to bore ppl to death...i hope...

anw...after that...sum of us...basically mua clique went to queensway to check out the class t shirtz..first shop was like exp loh....$18 4 a simple shirt...hello...tts like the cost of our last yrs jersey! exp ryt de shirt? so stupid...anw de 2nd shop was better...frenlier oso...i think...we can do it 4 $14 excluding names...spitty we cant haf names on...esp embroided ones...its soooo cool...n its gonna be damn nice loh...haix...de thing is class simply wun cooperate...even last yrs class jersey, they havent finish paying up till now...poor shan...haix...dis ppl....so sick seh...i mean dun tell me u cant pay up bit by bit 4 almost a whole yr? pretty fishy ryt? or perhaps they r too stingy or wat....haiyah...anw...i relli wanted to go 4 the names embroided on the shirt...serious its soo cool! okok i sed tt redy....anw our shirts gonna b black...n de gurls r gonna haf hot pink wordings...n de boys blue...wow....yeah simply wow....mayb its nice wif pink on black...but BLue is juz sooooo.. me...i want blue!!!!  ahahah....well ive not much of choice...looks like ive to try to wear pink sumtyms...n its not juz pink...its HOT PINK! i cant imagine wat menaga wld sey if shes still here...muahahah...so shan...we hafta go wif pink huh?hax...well...no harm trying yah?
anw..we went to eat afta tt...me, sya ,shan, dayah,alin,poksy,zash,shaheedha...all squashed at  mcs table...well not exactly squashed lah...hehe...well...twas fun eating togather n laughing our heads off sumtyms...releasing stress u know...n planning to be evil gurls playing tricks on guys..esp aliff..ahahahah. well...today was kinda de gurls day out ^_^...im so looking 4ward 4 more. n yah....de pre-u 2 fun day too!! hey shan...dun 4get to find ways on how to build sandcastles! muahahah.....well strange but i nvr build a proper sandcastle in my life...hehe...well am not exactly de beach gurl....unlike...beachball!! heheh...ryt sya!!

oh well....hectic hectic hectic us....cant think of any other words....hey im relli worn out this week..sooo tiring....n i bet its gonna be more tiring 4 de upcoming weeks....haix!!!

Posted at 1/13/2005 11:05:03 pm by GurL_AiN
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Thursday, January 06, 2005
killer sch year.

well u can guess wat my topics today abt....sch stressing me out to the core. n guess wat....its juz the very first week of sch term....my god...diz teachers r seriously monsters....or if not them...spore education then...im like having a totally hell week ryt now. wanna know y? cuz i haf a project 4 almost every farking subject. wahahahahahah.......

first geog lesson....physical geog...as if losing my fav teacher, mr eric is not enuf...its replaced by a really booooring teacher who expects us to remember everything tt we learnt last year. not only tt, she added an assignment...n we hafta do research on it...n i burnt de midnight oil on the net 4 n took two days to complete de stupid thing which she didnt go thru or even check today. curses i tell u.

human geog teacher ...michelle fong....not that bad...like me crazy over eric...aliff is crazy abt diz teacher...hafta admit shes kinda cute n pretty Pretty too...not to mention jolly n friendly....i mean at least she doesnt start de lesson stressing us out. like how normal classes spoz to start on first lesson...she gave an intro n all...n a pleasant meeting each other. anw...i kinda decided...since Nitz wanted to take over my job as a lit rep...cuz she kinda wanted to ...i dunno...connect wif terrence fong more? muahahah....anw...de jobs hers...i mean hey it aint ez being lit rep...we haf 3 papers...which means 3 diff lit tutors...n u hafta cooperate wif them all...n she want that? she can have that. so since she took over me...i decided to take over lynettes job...since i think she was in the student leader thing..i thot she might stay to b a student councillor...so i kinda wanted to take over her as a geog rep...n i did...hehe...i dunno y i'm kinda finding more things to do when projects r pilling non stop...mayb...i juz wanna...

talk abt lit...a big mistke tt i cldnt b bothered to read the lit bks...n i regret it as hell...hey how do u finish two Novels in three terms? i havent even start reading em yet! godz...n not onli that...we haf a mini project n spoz to present it in class 4 paper 1. n today we juz got another project for lit paper two. godz.... ni blum lagi masuk paper 8....seriously...i'm dying to break dwn...mayb de pressure havent mount enuff yet...wait till next week...ill b crying soon i think.

n first thing tt my gp teacher talk abt is a small project tt has to do wf a gp topic...science n tech..how boring! but den again my gp decided to do sumthing abt Cryonics...de freezing of the dead n reviving  them in the next century.pretty  cool huh? i find it kinda interesting...so it aint tt bad aftaall...haix...

n mly...we hafta do a bk review. i mean i've done mine...a stupid summary of a bk i read during the hols. BUT...now she juz gave us a format abt how n wat she wants us to do. godz it aint tt ez doing a bk review...its sooo like lit..ananlysing n stuff...how sick! n we hafta do it by end of jan...haix...

abt the sc thing....i cant deny tt i'm kinda upset i din get a call frm them....which means im not selected to b  a S.L ....haix..itz juz that...itd b very fun ...u know being wif the others ...planning n making presentations to the year ones n all...haix... but as my siz sez...evevrything happens 4 a reason..yeah...now i know how true it is...i dun really care tt much now since hws n projects r always by my side. plus...i hafta kinda concentrate on my SyF mly dance also. wahz...bz man...den again i din want to chuck aside my drama cca juz like that...tts so...like irresponsible....talk abt responsible...i was susprised by mr fongs announcement when i was like out of breathe 4 running to go to the drama meeting...n he sed..." btw u r our new treasurer"  muahahah...now thats a shock...i mean hey...i'm kinda new in S.a.D  i havent acted in any gd plays.. n im voted to be the treasurer???? wahz...does my face really reflect anything to do wif money???? im very honoured to b given the post lah but...seriously speaking...i kinda feel bad...i mean two of my seniors r wanting to quit S.a.D cuz they dun get a post in the S.a.D committee. esp when they haf done significant jobs...like moses...hey hes such a nice guy...n i heard hes done so much 4 S.a.D....n din get anything...n me being so new got the post...kinda unfair dun u think? haix...well wat can i do...its not like i suck up to the teacher to get to be in the committee or wat...but relli...he deserves better...n i think the rest shld agree.
wahahah...who am i to say that yah?

well abt my frens...ahahah...sya...she got attracted to this year 1 guy....wahahah...experienced flirter....how many guys ko nak ah sya? dgn sha...taufiq...muru...now de safi guy....ahahah...anw..ders a couple of new guys in our batch. one is keong hazwan.i think tts hes name....hes frm last year first 3 mths batch but went to pioneer jc but came back here this year...n omg...one can melt looking at him...muahahah....welll...hes dat gd looking 4 me..even tho sya sed," dier hesem sgt ker?" well mayb not 4 u...i cant think wats so attractive abt muru..bsides shan lah...well mayb we haf diff taste yah...but azlins reaction when she saw him was like " omg!....n was kinda like soooo amazed...n hidayah...she still can turn arnd staring at him while walking out of sch...n when hes outa sight...she turn arnd , jumping n shouting..." omg hes sooooo....." n she was speechless....muahahaha...well hes that cute i guess....i know looks can b deceiving ...but hey thats human nature...well...its not wrong juz having short flings yah?  its not like im intending to start stalkng him or wateva or want to b his gf or wat....( if he wants..wld i?) muahahah...nolah...im  not reli looking 4 one ryt now tho i think i kinda want one....muahahah...crazy talk... anw ....zash has her own eye candy....n yah not bad of a choice oso...gd huh being sl? can know so many ppl...

well...ive done a long entry today cuz i wont haf  luxurious tym to spent here anymore...i haf too many researches to do...sooo...yeah...complained my hearts out today... aaahhh...tts all 4 now...update ya soon...n btw guys...if ya read me...plz least tag or sumthin....u know...to know tt u r  still reading...mayb not...aiyah...wateva lah....peace out!

Posted at 1/6/2005 10:31:13 pm by GurL_AiN
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Monday, December 27, 2004
Fixing a broken heart

Azn Dreamers - Fixing A Broken Heart

 

There was nothing to say
the day she left
just filled a suitcase full of regrets
I held a taxi in the rain
looking for someplace to ease the pain

Then like an answered prayer
I turned around and found u there
you really know where to start
fixing a broken heart
you really know what to do
your emotional tools can cure any fool
whose dreams have fallen apart
fixing a broken heart

Now I don't understand what I'm going through
there must be a plan that lead me to you
because the hurt just disappeares
in every moment that you are near

Just like an answered prayer

you made the loneliness easy to bear

You really know where to start
fixing my broken heart
you really know what to do
your emotional tools can cure any fool
whose dreams have fallen apart
fixing a broken heart

Surely the wind will stop falling baby
and I'll forget the past
cuz here we are at last
you really know where to start
fixing a broken heart
you really know what to do
your emotional tools can cure any fool
whose dreams have fallen apart

Fixing a broken heart... fixing a broken heart


Posted at 12/27/2004 10:46:04 pm by GurL_AiN
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Sunday, December 26, 2004
Xmas Wish List!!

hi!!!!!!!!!!

:) mayb its a lil bit late 4 an Xmas wish list eh? but wat the heck...i'm listing mine...mayb u can get me that next year...muahahahah...

-taufiks cd
-olivia's cd (where the hell can i get that)
-new wallet.
-that pretty skirt at jennyfer..
-new hairdo...muahaha...i'm still mourning over my hair.
- radio!!!
-cd playa or ipod if possible :p
- A BF!!!! muahahahah....can get me one santa? lol....

haiyaaaaaaaaaaaaa....i'm juz bored....tmr going 4 my blood donation ...yay!!! i juz luv to give away my blood....dunno y oso...klah...gtg...its like kinda late...c yaz.

Posted at 12/26/2004 1:27:39 am by GurL_AiN
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Tuesday, December 21, 2004
yay! shop! shop! shop!

yay!!! today me, muh siz, my bro n muh couzie went shopping!!!! hehheh went queensway s.c. cool place...relli lotsa choices.

of curz my bro wld put on hiz sulky face cuz he hates to shop.tiring he sez...muahaha...nonsense. well he got his stuff anw...n we got syafiq, our couzie frm johor sum stuff too.... n my siz.... n me :) :) datz y i'm like having a big smile on mua face!

i got a new bag!!!! woah...first went to the billabong shop...i reli reli reli luv the bag....caught my  eye the first sight...fell in luv wif it but hate as soon as i knew the price. its almost 90 buckz. i was like...thats ridiculous. of curz twas no suprise...ppl pay 4 the brand....haix...broke my heart cuz i cant have it...den got into dis 2nd shop....hey de bags cool...i mean its big.....its blue!! n its kinda wat ive been looking 4...n its oni abt half the price of the previous bag! so yeah i got tat....n got me some new outfits too..yeay!!!

well its realli nice shoppin der...de price kinda ok...n ill be there again soon enuff.... :) :)  juz that there not much  place to eat....yeah... shopping makes u hungry. n the chicken rice we bought was totally mengarut. hax......

neway...tmr haf tarian...ahahah...n den later hafta go get my passport updated. haix..... yeah...was chattin wif sha juz now...he sed basitd got a call frm johan....so i din get any fonecall...which means...i'm not selected huh....haix...i bet sya get... :) ryt gurl?  haaaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiixxxx!!! neyway...all de best everybody...liyana...thanx 4 the offer....din know u can burn...but ill get to u if i need to ok?  btw...my music is sick...the codes fine...can play in the preview but wun show at the actual page.haiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.....

Posted at 12/21/2004 11:53:37 pm by GurL_AiN
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Friday, December 17, 2004
ah de lady juz sux!

yest i went to get muh passport foto updated...ah de lady can juz fark to hell. who the hell she think she is?

first she say dat u haf to haf 2 tickets since muh siz is oso making her passport. den wat? u want me to que up back? fark u.

den she sed i hafta haf muh ic wif me. i was like...shit i din bring..i din know tt i hafta bring it wif me. its juz updating foto...pluz she sed i cant use muh ezlink.i mean if ya wanna c muh face...my  ez haf it...wanna c my ic no...my ezlink haf it...wat the hell ya want? juz 4 de sake of seeing it? fark u.
n bcuz i din bring my ic.i cant update my foto...n i qued 4 40min 4 nthg. fark u.

n den she was all saying that mum hafta be there 4 muh siz to update her passport.n we hafta call mum...since we tot we dun relli need her. fark u.wat am i not enuf?

n den since muh siz was wearing tudung n all....she was saying that she looked diff in the foto....n wat soo diff lah defeat de purppose lah...wat the fark u sick bitch....i tell u i curse u upside dwn.fark to hell wif u.

dat bitch was seriously nak cari pasal.wat u not happy..say lah. fark u.

ah u guyz read n 4get ok...i'm juz mad abt yest. n i hafta go again another day wif muh ic. wat a waste of tym. sighz.

Posted at 12/17/2004 2:23:00 pm by GurL_AiN
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Wednesday, December 15, 2004
i luv tis song!!! Hopelessly devoted to u....

Hopelessly devoted to you by Olivia Newton John

Guess mine is not the first heart broken
and my eyes are not the first to've cries
I'm not the first to know
there's just no getting over you
I know I'm just a fool who's willing
to sit around and wait for you

but baby can't you see
there's nothing else for me to do
I'm hopelessly devoted to you

CHORUS:
but now
there's no where to hide
since you pushed my love aside
I'm out of my head
Hopelessly devoted to you
Hopelessly devoted to you

My head is saying fool forget him
but my heart is saying don't let go
hold on to the end
that's what i intend to do
I'm hopelessly devoted to you

Posted at 12/15/2004 10:42:13 pm by GurL_AiN
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Friday, December 10, 2004
EAT!

Diz week was ok...but r real...diz week ....i've been stuffing myself to the core man! i ate n ate n ate n ate n ate n  infinity ate. keep eating....my godz..i've surely gained weight tho i dare not weigh myself yet n look at the scale...huaix...n i think i seriously need sum exercise. i mean been planning to go do some but er....tak kesampaian...muahahahah..hax...so wat happened?

tues.
went to muh granma hse n wait 4 my mum n aunt to come back wif lotsa food! in the meantym...i watched incredibles wif muh lil cousinz. woooo....The incrdibles was totally incredible...tho i think a lil bit mrepek ...but overall itz nice....anw come back to food....nyum nyum nyum.....man..i stuffed myself wif fishhead curry n chapati.....well indian style 4 dat day....:P....my godz my stomach felt like bursting....n den a while later i've to get ready to go meet my frenz at j.p. all ex Pioneereans haf a lil dinner gathering...dinner?!!? i juz ate...but wat the hell..so went n wait 4 them like 4eva...haix...wat to do...janji mlayu slalu mcm tu per...wait at dis tym n theyll come one hr later. n then we still wait arnd n do nothing  trying to decide where to eat. wat the hell...i think we waited 4 like two hrs uh. cldnt decide whether to eat at banquet or seoul gdns or pizza hut or where the f we gonna eat.at last afta much delaying n all ...all 10 of us eat at kfc...hax...outa all places...tsk...well i ate de popcorn meal..didn know i cld get super full wif it...n man how i missed de CHEESE Friez!!!  n den afta dat later...sum went off 4 a smoke...n they decided to chill at some stupid place in which i so dun like to do that. u know me pplz....haix...so i left em..haix...so much 4 a gathering.

wed.
anw on wed ...haf tarian...n omg...dis is like so my first tym meeting the dance instructor.he shoot me wif pathtic farking qns...i dunno 4 wat the hell....punyerlah bingit..i feel like showing him my attitude n farking slap his ugly face. he sez...eh y r u sooo hairy uh? in mly of curz...i was like wat the hell? n he sez, dun u feel unfortunate being so hairy?  n he sez afta looking at everybody else," i officially announce u being the most hairiest gurl of all"....ah farking bastard. but after everything else ...he did explain his actions...like i think its his way to membahasekan org lain yg make modifications to their natural body like coloured hair n showing off their stick size bodies...muahahh...relli..i think itz ok...i find him quite amusing 4 now.havent seen him in his worse moods...everybody else warned the new ppl of him.byk mrepek 24-7 but he thinks great. i like the way he membahasekan sum of the tarian gurls...lol....seriously...there shld b more of this kinda ppl to shake this bitches up. n omg....his dances r like sooo hard 4 me...its very basic but totally hard to coordinate ur hands n legs.relli...n den we haf to do sum stupid somersault to flex de body.n i hafta sprain my back...oh sick thing. but itz kinda fun.

den still hafta rush 4 sc meeting.tried to play some dumb icebreaking games. n den cut out some cloth to make our identities.i tell u if they dun choose me as an sc....id curse them upside dwn...i've sacrificed all this precious tym of mine n if they throw me away 4 god knows wat reason...id hate them n those sick teachers 4eva!!! ahhh being dramatic ain? yeah talk abt dat...i kinda missed drama...ckgu rasiah sed we hafta practice intensely till april...n i'm really despaired by the thought. i mean hey i've got pw next year n my cca? let me at least attend one day of my cca??? i cant chuck it one side totally? that wld b mean.!! haix....anw...later that day afta gobbling up my lunch...we hafta paint banners...hax...dat day i did quite a lota werk i think tho not the most..itz quite fun painting banners togather....true it is a way to get bonded wif the others...but relli more shld come n do their share of the werk.huh!

afta dat... we ended quite late...actually i wanted to join some of the others go mc for an ice cream...n i ended up buying a meal!! omg! i tell i'm quite full n mum called to get back home early n guess wat? they got some pizza 4 us!!! omg! i tell u i regretted going Mc cuz i cant stuff more then 2 pcs already...ahh! wata waste!

today fri...
haf tarian lessons again...c dat guy again....n y...he 4got our names already! wat a guy...well dis tym de dance step r more...complicated. n its so fast ...wat the hell...i cldnt catch the steps n i was simply bullshitting tru...haix...dancing? not 4 me. but hey i put myself into this thing...so juz do till its done.HAIX! later went mc again....this tym to really get an ice cream! n yeah..i got mine...sya wanted to eat at kfc. so i ended up eating CHeese fries n popcorn shake. wahx! i tell u...wheneva wif sya....u simply hafta eat!!!  aahahaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh!!!!!!!!!!

next mon still haf sum more sc thing.....my godz hols r going sooo fast...n i havent done a single significant thing! goshz...

Posted at 12/10/2004 3:47:03 pm by GurL_AiN
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Tuesday, December 07, 2004
Bz Bz bz...juz FuN realli..muahaha

ouhz! itz been kinda hectic week fer mua.

hax...right afta camp....quite shocking..eheheh...

so wat happenened uh?

hmmm so far....i've been spending a lota tym outside...

on mon...
had no idea that i haf tarian lesson....still slping when muh fren called me that i've tarian that day...so wateva ...i took my tym to sch...hey...they din inform me ...so wats the rush....muahahah bad mua.oh well...i dun think i missed much.they've got the Sri Warisan ppl to intro us to sum stuff...well oh ok...basically sum general stuff but den i seriosuly din know dat de 'tanjak' dat guyz wear haf a lot of meaning...well waz quite impressed actually.uhmm..we got split into grps n spoz to come out wif a dance...i'm like hey...todayz muh first day...how de hell am i spoz to know anything abt dance steps? oh well i waz spoz to be a guy disturbing a gurl...ah no surprise...my hair waz short n i dun think i'm so girl-graceful....so i got a man role....cool? naah....hey how de hell am i spoz to dance like a man? rough sharp steps? i'm not born a man...but wat the hell i bullshit tru it all...i cldve laughed at my own moves man...

on tues...
de second day...we had sum team building games.aint much fun actually...since sya isnt der...shes off having a gd tym in the chalet....HAX! I CANT GO!! which i found out later is a gd thing. anw later we kinda had a makeup lesson...woah...seriosuly....stage make-up is SO NOT my thing! i so think it looked perfectly horrible unless its done by a pro.bcuz wer kinda spoz to do on each others faces....n frm wat i saw on my frens face...i've no make-up skills...totally...bcuz relli i think id better make-up 4 a monster....serious!! n now i'm so worried howd i'm spoz to make myself up 4 SYF. my godz...dun they haf pro ppl to help us?haix.

wed..
went to escape wif zash, sya , lay kuan, shan n some small kids...ok frm experience...heres de tip...DUN BRING KIDS WHEN U GO ESCAPE TO HAF FUN! seriouzly speaking...they r sooo limited rides 4 kiddies....plus theyll get into tantrums if they din get to ride the one they want...n u still hafta take care of them n its like u can hardly haf fun urself. :) hope its useful :)
anw ....sya was like sooo...how shld i say? weak? muahahahah no offence but u like puked afta like onli 4 rides...muahahahha....u hafta get a grip gurl...i think u like reli waste ur $16.50. anw...i had fun..n sume farkin bitch juz hafta spoil my day...but wat the heck dis bimbos r always sickening assholes...so i dun reli give a damn. well relli...i feeel soooooooooooooooo tempted to go to the wild wild wet thingy...i mean its juz within muh reach...but i cant go in wif muh shirt n jeans....pluz muh mum wld scream if i went swimming wifout her persmission. haiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! i vow ill come back n swim n haff fun no matter wat...itz juz a matter of tym n MONEY!muahahahaha...

sun..
got out wif muh Np frenz 4 my official closing of raya-ing,,,feels weird...cuz itz like the third week aredy....but hey i've oni got out once wif muh frenz...give chance lah...anw...yah...spitty hoza,qin n irna cant come wit us.....we went to visit hses uh.....yeah...oklah...wif zal n mai...n sum other ppl..

today..mon..
went esplanade wif muh siz n sya n shan n mena. we watched camel playing his drums n the others playing angklung.real nice...they play lagu raya....nice nice nice.:) ;) :) ahaha...i really haf no guts to go up to him to at least say hi...darn it. oh well least i get to c himz :P hehehe....well....ahhhhhhh wat the heck...anw tmrs...going to my grannys hse n wait 4 muh parents to come back wif sum nice food! :P heheheh...n den ill b meeeting my pioneer peepz 4 a small gathering at j.p! haaahhh...looong tym nvr meet em...well..datz abt all...i kinda 4got abt wat happened on sum dayz...but relli...diz week was kinda bz...well...bz lady mua!

Posted at 12/7/2004 1:11:07 am by GurL_AiN
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