had my bloody cb yest..n i tell ya i was really pmsing to the core. i refuse to smile after de 2nd half of the day...im so fed up wif lil stuff...got so impatient...n simply refuse to take part in the class gp debate...n i was being the anti social gurl 4 the day...really everything juz sux...felt really terrible...

luckily i was a lil bit better today...ahha today...
even tho it was a freaking sucky day...there r sum funny n swit incidents...muahah...
talk abt debate...wer spoz to haf a frenly econs debate wif A1. well we had it...n goes on ok i guess...cuz its abt economics...who wud listen? :P jk jk...well wat cld we do ryt? juz half listening n stone all the way...thats wat most of us did anw...however...theres this particular idiot that simply ...has a totaly farking attitude. he sez..we r sore losers since their clazz won. i was like wat the hell.....we lost...we admit it...we dun care...we expected to lost...n the story ends....but nooooooo...sumbody simply hafta add spice into the boring debate...n now its a debated debate... i dunno wat sense im saying cuz i dunno wat the hell is this guy trying to do.sumbody frm de next class told my classmate "shut da fark up" a couple o tyms i think...n well...u know...we kinda tell our tutor bout it..well...we hafta share wif our own 2nd mommy...u know...thats wat they r 4..help us..well. we told her.. n sumhow the A1 tutor got to know n A1 go a scolding frm him. n this particular bastard sed stuff abt us...making up senseless stories abt us....hey we were actually gonna 4give them abt that shut the fark up thing n end the story but this guy juz wun shut up. i nvr knew he haf  this attitude bitch of a gurl...n hes a guy....or shld he even b called a guy....im soo sooo disappointed in him...hes de vice chairman in SaD. n hes behaving like a immature boy...n he called us immature 4 getting the teachers involved. wat the hell.....wats his prob anyway...itz juz a stupid debate...afterall u juz "won'' n got practically nothing outa it....no prizes no recognition or watsoeva.. so y make a big fuss?real idiot these ppl. haix.n wer gonna do a G.p debate against them again...wat luck........n i bet its gonna get worse if this things not settled...haix..

theres simply too much politics going on...even in class...lit grpings....misunderstandings n wat nots...itz soooooo depressing knowing u cant even werk wif ur frens...haix....wats project werk gonna b like i wonder.....haix..

thats that 4 the depressing part..

now 4 the amusing part...amusing 4 my frens mayb....i tripped n fell today...firstly when wer spoz to assemble 4 pe...i was abt to get dwn frm de last step of the stairs...n god  knows how my foot got in btwn the drain cover n i lost my balance n fall ...twas sooo embarressing..falling in front of a male teacher...mr ram mind u...i din loook back to c wats his reaction...n azlin was laughing her head off cuz she saw my whole drama...huh! ...n de 2nd time is when wer spoz to run up hill n dwn the stairs...n i missed a step...dunno how oso...n almost fall...luckily  i was near de handrails...i grabbed on it like my life depended on it...hey the stairs were steep...n n ...it is anybodys natural reaction to hold onto sumthing to prevent frm falling....well...yeah i din fall but i tripped...n the gurls r laughing at me...clumsy me...hah...sya blum nampak lagi...kalo nampak...dah kutok habis-habisan agaknyer.....huiaz..

well the next thing is when...err...well we got our popsicles...n i was like trying to get that thing free frm its wrapper...n den wan was like der standing at the que nearby n he looked at me...n i was like dumbstruck...i din know if i smiled or wat cuz den i looked away...n den sya was screaming...cheh...ader orang tu senyum seh...wahahah...he smileD?? i din c...well...aliff sed start slow...ahah start? hello hello.....u dun expect the gurl to take the initiative to make the move do u? anw...well....i .......im not sure abt this thing really..ppl sez give it a try...but but but...i ...i dun know if it can werk...him being an A student n all...n n  n...me still struggling to try n keep up wif my studies...u think i shld? i dunno.......well juz look n c wat happens......but but but.............ahh...wateva..my minds to messed up to think.

me n my gurl frens reached sch a lil late cuz of my prob to tie my short hair...urgh..i learnt...if u want ur hair short...keep it extremely short n dun bother clipping or tieing or wateva....n if u want ur hair long...keep it as long as possible so that its ezier to tie long hair than to impossibly tie a short hair.urgh.anw...we rushed up class...n cldnet help but change to our new class t shirt in the classroom itself...luckily at that tym evreybody was rushing dwn to the hall to assemble n not many ppl arnd the class corridors.ahahaha...funny uh...hiding under the windows n changing...ooops...not spoz to say that...err...hehe...anw...went to the hall n put our class identity on...wer having a sash pinned on our shirts...n my yellow sash reads "ms Panic'". oooooo....well mua fwens gave me tt name..cuz uh....cuz of sum incidents that i uh....Panic ..quite a lota times...n i uh....fell a lot a tyms during those panic moments...err...so...uh...yah...i guess thats y...darn...y am i telling ya guys diz....ok juz 4get y im called ms panic yah.hehe

anw...back...yeah our class shirt waz cool...its black...nice ...but its killing under the heat..serious...i tell u...when we were at the beach under the hot afternoon sun...my shirt was roasting my body...haaaaaaax....anw...we haf sum hot pink words printed on it 4 the gurls...n blue 4 the guys...imagine,...im wearing sumthing wif pink....4 the first tym!!! muahahahha....itz quite nice actuallty but still i pretty much want BLUE!

n soooo...we went up the bus n conquered the back seats as usual...my godz i hafta sit wif a.s....wahahah....n then we were stuffing ourselves to the core....i havent had much breakfast...i stuffed myself wif lotsa bizkits n chips n bread i brought frm home...wahahha...big breakfast indeed..reached there n hafta go thru their crappy intro...n my gp hafta do the amazing race first.

well..we hafta do it by classes so tt wed bond better...well oook...the travelling n all that running....n supporting n encouraging was fun tho...but the stuff we hafta do...was kinda stupid...well anw...twas fUN! we jogged uphill...tried to hitch a ride frm passing lorries...pleaded wif drivers...ran along the beach(fantastic) painted each others faces...waved to tourists on the monorail like looneys...wer being extremely frenly yah...n we even climbed over closed gates! even a.s climbed over wif us...woohoo...that was cool 4 her...she sweat n ran n climb wif us....that was cool...i mean she nvr wld haf had run that much 4 p.e.....or wld ever climb another gate in her life...or sweat that much wif us....wahahah....
that race....really really....made us ...closer to each other...even sum of those whom we nvr relli talked to much...we do communicate wif them n push them 4ward n run instead of nak step cool lagging behind...their really my best class ever! luv em luv em luve em! spitty wani n diyanah  din come..even tho u myt think its crap...which it is...its the only tym we can really werk wif each other n haf loads of fun...anw... we were the first gp to come back to the base...tho we skipped one station cuz wer a lil late...we managed to come in early...rather then being late n got 20 pts deducted... yup yup...twas really fun yeah....still i enjoyed the sandcastle building better..

yep...4 the sandcastle building...wer divided n mixed wif the  other classes...wer kinda disappointed at first but den again we do get to know more ppl...n yeash how ryt was that...we mixed wif the bartley ppl..n they do haf sum...er...rather kawaii guys ^_^ heheh....not badlah....we mixed...we dun realli communicate much...but we do know...er...u know...that we know...like...wed like to say hi..ahahha...but we didnt...but during the process of building the sandcastle...ahah wer kinda almost always near each other....muahahah...tho itz kinda clear hes of the more lembut type...but definitely not gay...not dat bad...but i dun even know his name!!! muahahah...haix...well...i kinda hoped hed make de first move...cuz i certainly wun wanna be the first one...to u know...ask him...ahahahha.wateva lah.. i guess his existance yest haf to disappear by the end of the day...sigh...dun think hes spoz to b remembered very much unlike my ONE. muahahah....as if...even my one kinda ignores my existance...haix...well stop boy talk...

anw...it was really fun building sandcastle...twas my very first tym...n we build a really neat n pretty merlion!! really!! twas nice!! n i bet we shlve won it ..only that they dun even announce any winners at the end of the day...pretty dumb system they haf there....haix... u know it shldve been a longer camp...we relli can get to know each other way better...waah...i missed camping!!!! wahaha...oni last year i went obs...well i cld go again this yr...we hafta c first..oh yah...n m.i planning to go 4 overseas cip...i wanna go!!!! anybody wana go wif mua!?!!?!?!? pls say yes!!!! its gonna b fun!!!!

soo yeah...anw yest was hari raya haji...went to my granma hses....n stuffed myself like nobodys biznez...wahahah...ate soo much my stomach felt like bursting...wahahah...nthg much lah relli...juz met alota babies...rayyan has grown soo fast...since hes a boy...hes so much hyper now...n heavier...not very interesting to play wif anywmore...but another niece of mine...a really pretty 7mth old gurl...Dini...shes got this larg black eyes n pretty baby face...she doesnt let herself b heard much....dun really cried...n keeps a stone face if u try to gurgle at her...pretty boring huh...but shes too cute to be ignored! muahahaha...

well tts abt all...alot huh? in a blogging mood....talked a lot...well gotta end now...going out lata....n my hws ...dun mention...is simply a lot. sayonara!

sighz....diz mini project really means alot...i mean as in...ppl show their true colours...u know wat kinda of ppl is wat...n really....if ive a choice i dun wish to know..but itz a must...pluz diz year...we haf project werk..so kinda hafta werk togather kinda thing...its hard esp when sum of diz ppl simply wun do their werk n loves to do it last min which i can pretty much guess wun b much of worth...sighz..

gp project...dwn...lots more to go...sighz...im simply so so sick of geog...i relli dunno y...i think i know y but.....seriously...the teacher is juz plain sux. sori to say...i missed eric ng!!! cher! i want u back!!! wahahah....wat can i say...ur de better teacher here n y shld dis 'teachers' take over u? y dun u follow us up? its sooo cruel to let others juz take ur job....n leaving us lil geographers of urs under other ppls hand...
wat the hell am i talking abt? aaaah im juz whining n blabbering nonsense as usual....too stress? no surprise...i think i am kinda going a lil too crazy...ive been far a lil bit too nasty in my speeches..i mean as in...i kinda say stuff tt can relli like hurt ppl...woah...n in class ive been so restless tt i simply hafta disturb alin non stop...if i cont to do dat...i think she'll b relli pissed wif me soon enuff ...ahahah....cari pasal seh..haiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....

anw today....wasnt such a gd day in sch...de presentation...well i dunno...i think twaz 50-50...i din relli prepare my speeaches well enuff....but i think even if i do...i dun think i can change the way i speak...ppl say i speak like a train...well mayb its true...i mean...i cant help it...i tend to do dat everytime i do oral presentation....i tend to speak fast...nervous? shld be...plus i din wanna speak like tagboard...shes totally monotoned n flat n slow n ..... so i guess even if i kinda read straight frm de paper..n dun haf such gd voice intonation...i can perhaps speak a lil faser so as not to bore ppl to death...i hope...

anw...after that...sum of us...basically mua clique went to queensway to check out the class t shirtz..first shop was like exp loh....$18 4 a simple shirt...hello...tts like the cost of our last yrs jersey! exp ryt de shirt? so stupid...anw de 2nd shop was better...frenlier oso...i think...we can do it 4 $14 excluding names...spitty we cant haf names on...esp embroided ones...its soooo cool...n its gonna be damn nice loh...haix...de thing is class simply wun cooperate...even last yrs class jersey, they havent finish paying up till now...poor shan...haix...dis ppl....so sick seh...i mean dun tell me u cant pay up bit by bit 4 almost a whole yr? pretty fishy ryt? or perhaps they r too stingy or wat....haiyah...anw...i relli wanted to go 4 the names embroided on the shirt...serious its soo cool! okok i sed tt redy....anw our shirts gonna b black...n de gurls r gonna haf hot pink wordings...n de boys blue...wow....yeah simply wow....mayb its nice wif pink on black...but BLue is juz sooooo.. me...i want blue!!!!  ahahah....well ive not much of choice...looks like ive to try to wear pink sumtyms...n its not juz pink...its HOT PINK! i cant imagine wat menaga wld sey if shes still here...muahahah...so shan...we hafta go wif pink huh?hax...well...no harm trying yah?
anw..we went to eat afta tt...me, sya ,shan, dayah,alin,poksy,zash,shaheedha...all squashed at  mcs table...well not exactly squashed lah...hehe...well...twas fun eating togather n laughing our heads off sumtyms...releasing stress u know...n planning to be evil gurls playing tricks on guys..esp aliff..ahahahah. well...today was kinda de gurls day out ^_^...im so looking 4ward 4 more. n yah....de pre-u 2 fun day too!! hey shan...dun 4get to find ways on how to build sandcastles! muahahah.....well strange but i nvr build a proper sandcastle in my life...hehe...well am not exactly de beach gurl....unlike...beachball!! heheh...ryt sya!!

oh well....hectic hectic hectic us....cant think of any other words....hey im relli worn out this week..sooo tiring....n i bet its gonna be more tiring 4 de upcoming weeks....haix!!!

first geog lesson....physical geog...as if losing my fav teacher, mr eric is not enuf...its replaced by a really booooring teacher who expects us to remember everything tt we learnt last year. not only tt, she added an assignment...n we hafta do research on it...n i burnt de midnight oil on the net 4 n took two days to complete de stupid thing which she didnt go thru or even check today. curses i tell u.

human geog teacher ...michelle fong....not that bad...like me crazy over eric...aliff is crazy abt diz teacher...hafta admit shes kinda cute n pretty Pretty too...not to mention jolly n friendly....i mean at least she doesnt start de lesson stressing us out. like how normal classes spoz to start on first lesson...she gave an intro n all...n a pleasant meeting each other. anw...i kinda decided...since Nitz wanted to take over my job as a lit rep...cuz she kinda wanted to ...i dunno...connect wif terrence fong more? muahahah....anw...de jobs hers...i mean hey it aint ez being lit rep...we haf 3 papers...which means 3 diff lit tutors...n u hafta cooperate wif them all...n she want that? she can have that. so since she took over me...i decided to take over lynettes job...since i think she was in the student leader thing..i thot she might stay to b a student councillor...so i kinda wanted to take over her as a geog rep...n i did...hehe...i dunno y i'm kinda finding more things to do when projects r pilling non stop...mayb...i juz wanna...

talk abt lit...a big mistke tt i cldnt b bothered to read the lit bks...n i regret it as hell...hey how do u finish two Novels in three terms? i havent even start reading em yet! godz...n not onli that...we haf a mini project n spoz to present it in class 4 paper 1. n today we juz got another project for lit paper two. godz.... ni blum lagi masuk paper 8....seriously...i'm dying to break dwn...mayb de pressure havent mount enuff yet...wait till next week...ill b crying soon i think.

n first thing tt my gp teacher talk abt is a small project tt has to do wf a gp topic...science n tech..how boring! but den again my gp decided to do sumthing abt Cryonics...de freezing of the dead n reviving  them in the next century.pretty  cool huh? i find it kinda interesting...so it aint tt bad aftaall...haix...

n mly...we hafta do a bk review. i mean i've done mine...a stupid summary of a bk i read during the hols. BUT...now she juz gave us a format abt how n wat she wants us to do. godz it aint tt ez doing a bk review...its sooo like lit..ananlysing n stuff...how sick! n we hafta do it by end of jan...haix...

abt the sc thing....i cant deny tt i'm kinda upset i din get a call frm them....which means im not selected to b  a S.L ....haix..itz juz that...itd b very fun ...u know being wif the others ...planning n making presentations to the year ones n all...haix... but as my siz sez...evevrything happens 4 a reason..yeah...now i know how true it is...i dun really care tt much now since hws n projects r always by my side. plus...i hafta kinda concentrate on my SyF mly dance also. wahz...bz man...den again i din want to chuck aside my drama cca juz like that...tts so...like irresponsible....talk abt responsible...i was susprised by mr fongs announcement when i was like out of breathe 4 running to go to the drama meeting...n he sed..." btw u r our new treasurer"  muahahah...now thats a shock...i mean hey...i'm kinda new in S.a.D  i havent acted in any gd plays.. n im voted to be the treasurer???? wahz...does my face really reflect anything to do wif money???? im very honoured to b given the post lah but...seriously speaking...i kinda feel bad...i mean two of my seniors r wanting to quit S.a.D cuz they dun get a post in the S.a.D committee. esp when they haf done significant jobs...like moses...hey hes such a nice guy...n i heard hes done so much 4 S.a.D....n din get anything...n me being so new got the post...kinda unfair dun u think? haix...well wat can i do...its not like i suck up to the teacher to get to be in the committee or wat...but relli...he deserves better...n i think the rest shld agree.
wahahah...who am i to say that yah?

well abt my frens...ahahah...sya...she got attracted to this year 1 guy....wahahah...experienced flirter....how many guys ko nak ah sya? dgn sha...taufiq...muru...now de safi guy....ahahah...anw..ders a couple of new guys in our batch. one is keong hazwan.i think tts hes name....hes frm last year first 3 mths batch but went to pioneer jc but came back here this year...n omg...one can melt looking at him...muahahah....welll...hes dat gd looking 4 me..even tho sya sed," dier hesem sgt ker?" well mayb not 4 u...i cant think wats so attractive abt muru..bsides shan lah...well mayb we haf diff taste yah...but azlins reaction when she saw him was like " omg!....n was kinda like soooo amazed...n hidayah...she still can turn arnd staring at him while walking out of sch...n when hes outa sight...she turn arnd , jumping n shouting..." omg hes sooooo....." n she was speechless....muahahaha...well hes that cute i guess....i know looks can b deceiving ...but hey thats human nature...well...its not wrong juz having short flings yah?  its not like im intending to start stalkng him or wateva or want to b his gf or wat....( if he wants..wld i?) muahahah...nolah...im  not reli looking 4 one ryt now tho i think i kinda want one....muahahah...crazy talk... anw ....zash has her own eye candy....n yah not bad of a choice oso...gd huh being sl? can know so many ppl...

well...ive done a long entry today cuz i wont haf  luxurious tym to spent here anymore...i haf too many researches to do...sooo...yeah...complained my hearts out today... aaahhh...tts all 4 now...update ya soon...n btw guys...if ya read me...plz least tag or sumthin....u know...to know tt u r  still reading...mayb not...aiyah...wateva lah....peace out!

wed.
anw on wed ...haf tarian...n omg...dis is like so my first tym meeting the dance instructor.he shoot me wif pathtic farking qns...i dunno 4 wat the hell....punyerlah bingit..i feel like showing him my attitude n farking slap his ugly face. he sez...eh y r u sooo hairy uh? in mly of curz...i was like wat the hell? n he sez, dun u feel unfortunate being so hairy?  n he sez afta looking at everybody else," i officially announce u being the most hairiest gurl of all"....ah farking bastard. but after everything else ...he did explain his actions...like i think its his way to membahasekan org lain yg make modifications to their natural body like coloured hair n showing off their stick size bodies...muahahh...relli..i think itz ok...i find him quite amusing 4 now.havent seen him in his worse moods...everybody else warned the new ppl of him.byk mrepek 24-7 but he thinks great. i like the way he membahasekan sum of the tarian gurls...lol....seriously...there shld b more of this kinda ppl to shake this bitches up. n omg....his dances r like sooo hard 4 me...its very basic but totally hard to coordinate ur hands n legs.relli...n den we haf to do sum stupid somersault to flex de body.n i hafta sprain my back...oh sick thing. but itz kinda fun.

den still hafta rush 4 sc meeting.tried to play some dumb icebreaking games. n den cut out some cloth to make our identities.i tell u if they dun choose me as an sc....id curse them upside dwn...i've sacrificed all this precious tym of mine n if they throw me away 4 god knows wat reason...id hate them n those sick teachers 4eva!!! ahhh being dramatic ain? yeah talk abt dat...i kinda missed drama...ckgu rasiah sed we hafta practice intensely till april...n i'm really despaired by the thought. i mean hey i've got pw next year n my cca? let me at least attend one day of my cca??? i cant chuck it one side totally? that wld b mean.!! haix....anw...later that day afta gobbling up my lunch...we hafta paint banners...hax...dat day i did quite a lota werk i think tho not the most..itz quite fun painting banners togather....true it is a way to get bonded wif the others...but relli more shld come n do their share of the werk.huh!

afta dat... we ended quite late...actually i wanted to join some of the others go mc for an ice cream...n i ended up buying a meal!! omg! i tell i'm quite full n mum called to get back home early n guess wat? they got some pizza 4 us!!! omg! i tell u i regretted going Mc cuz i cant stuff more then 2 pcs already...ahh! wata waste!

today fri...
haf tarian lessons again...c dat guy again....n y...he 4got our names already! wat a guy...well dis tym de dance step r more...complicated. n its so fast ...wat the hell...i cldnt catch the steps n i was simply bullshitting tru...haix...dancing? not 4 me. but hey i put myself into this thing...so juz do till its done.HAIX! later went mc again....this tym to really get an ice cream! n yeah..i got mine...sya wanted to eat at kfc. so i ended up eating CHeese fries n popcorn shake. wahx! i tell u...wheneva wif sya....u simply hafta eat!!!  aahahaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh!!!!!!!!!!

next mon still haf sum more sc thing.....my godz hols r going sooo fast...n i havent done a single significant thing! goshz...