Haiz todayz juz anoda sickening day....
had a fuckin seminarz datz relli not at all abt motivating us....realli stupidz n dumbz uhz...but ovall itz ok cuz at least ders sum fuckin jokes to laugh at.....dey relli can kill me wif laughter manz....r relli a bunch o clowns...lolz...makes me kinda interested at first to be an actress...( keep o dreamin freak..) how bad i waz at acting,.....but hey who knows my talent is found in Mi.....u wld neva know.... But too bad...u relli haf to b committed to join MCS....n i simply dun haf da tym n i cannot afford my free tym to spend on sum dumb acting....neywayz dat part waz enjoyable...
de first lecture waz from an Uztaz...ntah maner dier bleh tersesat kat sini....i mean hey a motivational tok....in sch....an Uztaz??? doesnt sounds ryt uhz? he brags on abt histories n abt life...wat we haf to do as a muslim...if de tok waz based on de theme of religionz...it cld b ok...but what the heckz de link to motivate us wif dat??? pardon me uhz but hey i relli gotta say u bore us on de spot man.......it cld've been a some refreshment to de ears in Mesjid....but in a lecture theater? uhz? wtf?
n den ders dis super indon guy....cld've been cuter when hes younger.....hes actually not bad of a lecturer unlike Mi's lecturer...most r bored to death........niway hes namez Shahril....n werks as a lecturer in a polytechnic.....datz de hell y i wanna go der!! de lecturers r super frenly........wahahahahx.......wat fatez.....got dumped here....well wat to do...i gotta do wat shahril sez... fate lies in ur hands....u gotta make de best of wat u haf..bleh bleh bleh.........surprising i actually rmber wat he sez uhz.....itz relli rare 4 me to do diz...mayb bcuz hes .how shld i say? beta den de average? o curz hes beta! uhz i mean hes got like SOoooo many qualificationz...wahz........how envious....
den ders sum stupid games....twaz not dat fun uhz....but hey i'm trying to make de best outa it....lucky ders sya...if not i'd die of boredorm dwn der..
i still haf like tons of hws to do.....tests on mon: econs sum more...fuck sia... how de hell am i gonna find tym?? freak...got mad. sum more..uhz next week test on hafalan lagik real fuckin sick....how de hell can u hafal 8 surah wif tajwid witin a week?> datz like impossible!! n i've relli no tym to do dat manz...wat wif 4 fuckin econs essay...bitch lah dat arul.... think we so free isit? i've yet to come across a tym where i relli cannot cope n break down....juz wait n c....i'll start crying my hearts out....fuck man....
now my whole body aching like fuckz...am so dead tired....so not in de mood to do any hws.......how can i stop myself frm procastinating?? heyheyhey learnt a new werd frm shahril today :P yah i'm trying not to postpone my werk till last min,...........but hey i cant help it man! how can i do when i'm feeling so tired?? oh man....beta luck tml? plz plz plz.....lemme finish all my hws n learn for econs test?? plz oh godz.....diz weeks is so swayed....haix....i'm falling asleep at de keyboard redy.juz like ash sed.haix...so many sighz...i'd beta go now...bubyez!
Posted at 5/1/2004 1:08:41 am by GurL_AiN
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