Wednesday, May 12, 2004
Ahahax Sya...diz onez 4 ya! u were like all complainin abt my fontz colour....diz ok?
Anyway...diz past few dayz waz............................ok? i dunno uhz..i mean like nothin special happened.....but sumthing did....not that itz so special or wateva but uhz...dunnoz..itz juz okok 4 me...nothin much to complain....nothin much to compliment.
On mon...watz on? 4gotz....tues? 4gotz....anyway i did remember goin to get sum sportz Stuff....one day...waz it mon or tues? dunnoz..i think itz on mon cuz i need it on tues....okok....heard twaz on sale....or sumthin...but twaz cheap........dragged sya along ...luckily she waz der cuz i waz like cant make up my mind which colour i want...anw i took grey....twaz not bad...twaz all pretty too...juz predicted dat de rubber wont last long...zwhy so cheap...but hey 10 buckz aint so dat cheap uhz! b4 dat aliff n josh were on de bus wif us n dey were like ok...."we wanna walk2 ard a while"...so dey came wif us....but hey dey cant go in de shop! dey've to stand outside n wait 4 us while we go choose....den met zanurah n ah pok .....dey wanna get sumthing i think....but dey were like " go eat lah!" n hey u know i wouldnt say no to de offer rytz? :P so off we went n ate in kfc....i got de shroom meal....n so did sya....i dun haf de slightest clue dat dat burger was stuffed wif mushroomz until i bought it n opened up de burger! sickening! how stupid waz i not to notice it?! anyway i waz kinda starved so i kinda ate it in a flash n finished first b4 de oderz....i cld actually eat anoder round but uhz...i'm not exactly dat loaded to like spend so much $$ on fast food....
den afta dat...we kinda walk n walk until we pass de library n sya n i slipped in wifout de oders noticing us....heheh....den met sya's mum.....so young sehz....her mumz 38 mines like almost 44 i think....anw...shes a librarian at west mall library....plus it waz my first tym to step into dat library.....pretty cool...oni dat de silence is pretty awkward....i know libraryz spoz to b quiet buut uhz J.p's library aint dat quiet at all....itz like so freaking quiet....n itz like so limited chairz n tables 4 us to use....anw got her mum to fotocopied rudy's paper 4 me to copy :P ahahahz nothin beta uhz?i mean whod actually bothered to do it all over again? i copied bof tymz anw.... den we went out...saw de oders at de oder side..gave em a wave...n slipped in to diz accessories store.....got hair cruncies or howeva u spelled it ...mines BLUE! as always....n sya's Pink....n bof of us got ear studs wif a Smiley Face! i luv Smiley Face!! i buy almost everything thatz got Smiley Face on it! i dunno why but next to Cat fotos..i'm crazy over Smiley Faces! :) den we head home in 187....i've to change buses afta dat....we walked to de bus stop n der were like so many ite guyz arnd der....felt kinda awkward but itz no wonder de ites arnd der....n most haf tapered pants...which i relli think relli sux! i mean do dey relli think itz nice? it relli is like a damn hell ugly thing! no offence but hey its de truth esp Fat guyz who've got tapered pants. u can actually c how awkward deir shape is....tsk tsk tsk.....
well anw todayz okie....got to c a lot of Luqman! :P yahs in de canteen n afta sch....n early in de morn...afta sch he waz like changed in diz batik shirt in which i found out twaz de angklungs uniform...lolx...kinda funny but hey if u'r into dat someone... anythings gonna look nice on him! lolx.....waited 4 Nurul 4 like 4eva! i reli hate waiting 4 ppl! n i do hate to make ppl wait! too bad n soriz but hey i haf to walk off first b4 i became one o de statues down der...i mean how wld u feel waiting der all alone looking at ppl walking past u...i shld've gone wif Sya man........n i cldve gotten home earlier.....anw met lynette n ah pok at de bus stop...yay! least derz sumone to go home wif....we got to west mall n walked arnd awhile....nette got sum peanuts n her oyster cake.....ah pok got sum pc games....me? i juz walked de hell outa me dwn der.....waz tired but i cldnt say no to an offer to waste tym at de mall,wld i?
haiz...hws waiting in de room.am spoz to finish lit essay by tml....econs tys by fri ..in which i'm like soo lost n dunno wat de hells goin on in clazz....haix...econs so hard.i wonder how to cope....oh shit! fri haf geog test.......fucklahz! so many stuff..yest waz like so slack.....i mean i do want some rest dayz dun i? oh shit!next week iz like mad exam redy!! fuck!fuck!fuck! oh man.....oh double shito! diz fri more running arnd de fuckin field!oh man de bitch redy warned us dat we'll be doin more running on fri! fri sux! can i like break some parts o my body so dat i can b absent on fri??o plz..i dun wanna go to sch on fri! itz gonna b a long sickening day cuz i've extra econs classes till 5...oh mi god...shitting hell! n den on sat ders inst. day at de s'pore conference hall....n den we haf to wear sch u....freako...i mean cant we like once in a blue moon wear our home clothes....not enuff dat 5 dayz a week we haf to
stick dose cloth on our body ..u want us to wear it 4 anoder 6th day? freakoz!
but not too bad ahz...i get to c my one performing ...hai.....hes like so talented....did u know i sent him a b'day msg n den he replied asking me qns....n den i replied saying stuff n he replied saying juz a pathetic one line," oh yah i remember...yah nice knowing u too" datz all? i mean how do u expect me to keep de conv goin wif juz dat??? n now itz like datz de end of my toking wif him.... stupidlaaaaaaaaaaaaaa......y dun u talk to me?is it dat u got so many gurls arnd u dat u cant even b bothered to continue de conv wif me? haix...i'm tryin to b positive here but uhz ur like so not helping me.....sick sick sick....how i wish i cld b like nette ...i can tok non stop n always haf sumthing to tok abt.but too bad i'm so not de talkative type....
okok enuff babbling........i need go bathe n finsih up de stupid hws...as if i can finish...Peace out~
Posted at 5/12/2004 6:40:33 pm by GurL_AiN
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Saturday, May 08, 2004
ooolalalala....
i'm like...'oh okie' todayz...i wanna blog yest but heckz twaz too late cuz we've got sum uninvited guests here....neywayz...abt yst..de day started horribly....i waz like kinda late den ususal cuz my tummy went nutz n i'm like stuck in de toiletz....n wen i wz dwnstairz,i waz like greeted by this storm.....boy waz i like so tak smgt btul nak gi sch... i waz betting dat i'm like gonna be drenched by the tym i reached de stupid stn. so der i waz braving tru de rain .....in diz case i shld say storm...okie i waz bravin tru de storm....bla bla bla....haix...den i passed de bus stop...well waddaya think i shld do? wait 4 de bus o curz!...but den de freakin bus waz like fuckin late n itz like itz so hopeless to wait 4 a fuckin late bus...i'd be later den eva....den sya msg me...sez shed wait 4 me at de ctrl stn...man.wat to do....qin waz aredy waiting 4 me at boon lay stn.diz iz so freaking wrong.i hate to keep ppl waiting...juz like i hate to wait 4 oder ppl...itz so against my principle to be late...i'm a punctual gurl man! i even set my watch like 20 min faster! haix...i waz like thinking today waz not my day again... den on de way my tummy went sick again...n i'm like gotta rush to de stn's toilet...haiz....wat a morn! den sya called me in da middle of my bz....kayz shes der redy...n i'm like all rushing...i called Qin....she missed de train n i 've to wait 4 her at J.e .....met Lynette on de platform.....board de train togather....i've to alight at J.e while sya ,lynette n zanurah continue to clementi to meet ah pok.haix....wait n wait n wait....n de train comez n out came adeline....n den QIn..so we go togather to sch...i'm like in diz rainy day...juz cuz i get out late....i'm like meeting so many ppl on de way....wow....n den when we get off i'm like rushing to de toilet again....omigod....diz is one fuckin day....
anw...i waz der first..i mean b4 de 4 gurlz...sya,lenette,zanurah n ah pok....hehe found out sya got stuck in clementi's toilet wah-wahed like me too :P lolx....n in de end dey haf to end up queing 4 a cabby.. Pe waz how shld i say? if b4 i wld say itz fuckin tiring torturing day....but hey 4 de first tym in life...i actually juz shrug off ..i mean my reaction waz like " twaz okie".....hey hey....we ran like 2...n anoder 2 round de field....n 3+3 rounds arnd de basketball n tennis court...but twaz still much running done....n den we haf to jump n more jump....until my legz were all wobbly n itz like screw loose frm my knee..i cldnt get dwn de stairs wifout grabbing de rails...manz...but i kinda think twaz great...mayb bcuz i like jumping?? but still i'm bad at my broad jump..u haf to score a 19+ to get an A.....goshz....i wld neva jump dat far....how i wish i'm like a grass hoper? kangaroo?sumthing that can jump far.....blah blahz blahz...
n den we voted 4 mrs arul....our econs cum discipline mistress...i mean shes de better among de worst amg all our sub teachers....hey n she got de most caring teacher award....thank us man! we like sang hapi mothers day 4 her...lolx....n den eric ng wasnt in sch to teach us geog...n der waz like no subt teacher...n we were like hanging abt de canteen doin nothing...wat luck...n den we were off when de bell rang...walked.....all de way out de gate greeted by de ice cream van!!yay!ice cream 4 me! n i made sya get one too.she got a corn cup n i got a choc chip cup..n den we were like crossing de road when sya sez," eh LuQmaN!" n i turned n der he was walking dwn wif hiz fren.....ooooooooooh wowz.....n den sya did de move....goshz....lucky 4 her she knew hiz fren n start toking n den she sez...
sya: u Luqman ryt?
him: ya...wats ur name?
sya: syahirah...n diz is AiN(pointin to me..)
him: (looks at me smiling n a wave) Hi...
Me: (managed a smile outa shcokz) Hello...
n den blah blahz blahz.....i mean dat waz like de one n oni conv btwn us...a hi n hello....well not too bad 4 a first one i guess....i waz like still stunned....ohohohoz....man sya ur one of a gurl!thanx gurl! i luv ya! hugz...hugz....
well datz actaully de best eventz dat day....ahaz...mayb twaz like nothing..but to me itz like one of the rarest moment eva...cuz it might be de first n last tym we had a conv...or wld u even say itz a conv...but hey itz sumthing.but i rembered in de morn in de train...lynettez sez she found out his folly...hes a playboy..i mean a wat??? he so doesnt portray dat kinda face..hes so angelic..but still u cldnt judge a bk by itz cover..but relli i so dun wanna believe it..but it cldnt be impossible either...haix...but even if i cldnt be hiz...well least can we like get to know each other beta?haix..
anw.... i finished me ice cream....n den ate sya's cuz she cldnt finish it....heheheh...told ya i'm a junk lover...den de buz stop waz like so crowded...sya got her bus first...n i've to wait sooo long alone der wif so many guyz...eeww...haix..but i got home wifout meeting no more ppl....datz sad....n den blah.blah.....showered ...ate....slp...did none o my hws....n chatted wif my siz n broz....okiez...datz all...twaz OK day...least beta den de usual...
well today i'm like spoz to do my hws....but heckz i'm like here blogging my head off...tml haf mad...oh man i 4got itz like may...n mad exams r like in 2 weeks tym n Gp exam wld be like at de end o de month....haix.....
well yahz...oh yah did i tell u i wasnt qualified 4 hockey? i was actually " thank God" but since i'm ccaless....i opted 4 ruby gurlz....neva imagined i waz like eva to play rugby but hey im like despo 4 a cca.anythingz 'available' wld do uhz....well cioaz 4 now...~
Posted at 5/8/2004 3:54:28 pm by GurL_AiN
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Monday, May 03, 2004
Surprise Surprise.... SO NOT! STRESS!!
Mommaaaaa.......Somebody save meeeeeee!!
wat luck waz today? suddenly like a load of garbage .. LOADS of Hw piled up on me....i'm still like not done yet for last weeks hw....omigod....omigoshz....oh wtf....i'm like wanting to scream my head off.........strezz strezz strezz....
yest i slept like oni a few hours.....i'm oni done wif de fuckin research at abt 1 pluz am! n i waz like exhausted searching 4 dumb stuff in which i've wasted tym cuz in de end....i cant find anything valid! n den i gotta know....diyanah told me dat u've gotta make ur own ptz.....i'm like wtf? again........shld've told me sooner....wasted like hours searching nothing.... but least i get to chat wif Zack.... at least somebodyz nice enuff to help me unlike my 'siztaz' huhz!! least yana helped a biiiit laaaaaaa.but hey dey still dun haf the ryt to walk off liddat wifout saying anything to me uhz! i mean hey juz say so if u dun wanna help but ....privately conversing amg urself n walking off wifout saying a thing? dun u think datz kinda rude 'SIztaz'??
neyway...Zack waz a real help n kinda saved my life.if not 4 him.i wld've not a wink o slp at all uhz.....Thanx Zack! wish i cld say ...i dunno 'lova ya'? i mean as in thank ya? but i'm gonna bet u dun particularly like to get cosy up wif gals no more r ya? haix....
neywayz....sch waz kinda sux tyoday.HE wasnt in sch today!!!! n itz so NOt my day!! awwww...itz like him being my gd luck charmer isnt der 4 me! aiyoh! what the fuck u toking ain? tsk tsk tsk.....shame on u.....get a life!
how??? today i juz found out i'm not qualified 4 hockey.....THANK GOD! i shld b happi uhz.but i'm not...de next big prob....I'M CCA LESS!! diz iz like de eva first thing in my life to be CCA less! i used to be like soooooooo damn fuckin committed in my cca...n now i'm cca less??? itz so hard to accept reality.....y? y ? y? i dun giva a damn abt hockey no more...i tell u dat....or i'm tellin ya again....hell to hockey....ur blind not to choose me.....man...itz not like i'm despo to join hockey...but i juz cant accept de fact that i'm cca less!! i haf absolutely NO idea wat to join now!! n i'm like darn hell worried.....i dunnoo i dunno i dunno....basketball? i duunnoo...i do want to play dat sport BUt....de ppl i'm gonnna bet r like sux...n i think itz conducted in Bartley....so itz gonna be like half my life every wed...i'm gonna spent travelling to n fro Bartley....hey 4get it...but den wat? netball? de bitchz taking it! n i cant risk my life in der! i'm gonna die if i join! in pe shes already like torturing us....n if in netball? shes gonna expect 200% effort...haiz! wat else??? i'm like made to do sportz but itz so little choices!....volleyball is so outa qn!! i hate dat game since like eva! n tennis juz sux....man!!!! wat to join!!!! clubz?? sooooo boooring!! Mcs? i'm like so bad in acting? Angklung? i'm like double de bad in music.!! i 've no idea how to read those tauge notes...bla bla bla..de oni advantage is ders My One dwn der...but itz not like itz guaranteed hes gonna b mine if i join.....plus....i'm like dunno hopeless in music....library? i'm not gonna b stuck wif dat A.S all day...certainly NOT! photographic juz so troublsome....n i'm honna bet itz boring....tarian? wat a joke....i've like NO experience in cultural mly dance AT ALL! hahahz...i'm so not Miss Graceful.. i told ya.all i can do is sportz!! but wtf? ders like so limited choices!! even if u say itz still a variety...i've like missed all de fuckin try outs in all de games.....luck! luck! luck!
haiz, i juz dunno.....my mind is sooooo messed up.......boy i do need a time out.....nowadays.i dunno..i'm recalling my sec sch dayz.i'm like so misssing em.........i miss my frenz.......i wanna tok to em...i wanna do all dose stuff togather like b4.!!! i wanna! i wanna!i wanna! sniff..sniff.......i still missed my baby! i lost my water bottle last fri! n i've no idea where the hell it went! n i cant find it anywhere! haix which despo freak steal it?? curses on u!! n i've got to like spend anoder 6 precious buckz on a a new one....if not i'd be spending 2 buckz a day juz 4 buying green tea!
sumbody online leh! i'm like in need to tok to sumone n complain!!hw is so waiting 4 me in my room.....tml pe...luckily 1 period oni.but hey it cld be worse den lasts week....aiyoh....be positive ain.....wat the hell! wat the fuck is the use of training ur body when u cant use it in a cca?! fuck!!!!! let me join sumthing! sumthing that is my kind of thing!! but wat!!!! answers! come to me!!! ahz....i'm starting again...i'd beta go b4 i'm totally freaked out! PiZ OUt ~
Posted at 5/3/2004 6:42:31 pm by GurL_AiN
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Sunday, May 02, 2004
Haiz...wat a week.so swayed...
itz been a real fuckin week so far.....real swayed....n real tiring.... i can oni remember up till wed's events...okie so on wed...ders a fuckin boring seminar that practically rocks me to slp! wat waz i wasting my tym der 4? oh yah....waz forced to go...fuckin teachers....do dey relli think we relli benefit frm that fuckin seminar? i waz like already asleep on de bus back to sch oni to wake up to find hockey waiting 4 me.....fuckz....
i waz like a half zombie hands up walking into de sch gate...climbing up de stairs.... changed into pe attire....climbed de stairs dwn......n git my name dwn in de list.wtf....i waz actually hating hockey 4 makin me come...n not oni dat i've to go tru diz try out thingy....well wtf? i've like no experience in hockey at all...n here they r like wanting experienced ppl..how bias can they be? anw de training waz like relli sux.... cuz we haf to like sprint 4 nothing n i waz like straining my muscles n now itz cramping like hell!! n do sum dumb dribbling wif de fuckin ball dat left a memorable mark on my hand... fuck it...dey even teach us how to hold de fuckin stick...n i'm tellin ya itz like a retard way of holding a fuckin stick...so fuckin nonsense man.....i waz like sweating my self 4 nothing yahz....n it ended late fuck em even more...if i dun qualify in their list ,thier fuckin suckers 4 de rest of their lifez! but hey itz not like i'm dying to be n der! i dun even know y i put hockey as my first choice!! i'd be a hell thankfull if i dun qualify at all.....itz practically a sickening way of getting ur body cramped....whens de fuckin results gonna be up...i'm already thinking of quiting already.but wat if i got in? watto do.juz play along uhz......fuckz...
n den on fri waz pe...wat a fuckin day i had.my WORST eva pe training EVA had! de bitch wants us to run 9 fuckin laps ard de fuckin field! imagine dat! even 2.4 is oni 8 rounds....wtf? n itz broken up into sets of 1/2/3 rounds per tym...n if we din fisnish in the set tym.....we gotta do 10 push ups on de spot....fuck u la bitch! wat fate i got unda u....afta dat we haf to do pull ups n sum stupid hand excercise on de fuckin bench....dat waz like de last straw ..... i got into class wif fuckin shivery hands n legz...its beeen like years since i hadf diz kinda training.i gotta admit i've slack 4 de past few years but hey cant we like start slow? fuckin bitch...think we Wonder woman isit? i havent finish econs...n i cldnt start writing cuz my hands were like...i dunno....stiff n shivery....man i waz like on de verge of crying....i havent finish econs essay in which i've to complete in within de next two periods n here i waz ...cldnt write...i dunno how to put into gd words but i waz relli feeling sick at de tym.,i'm tellin ya if der waz a test of sumthing worse i wld've flooded de bathroom..not wif my Wee-Wees but my tears....juz a bit more fuckin pressure n i'm a crying machine...
well datz over....n on sat ders like a family gathering to celebrate de May annivesaries n b'dayz..my siz got to celebrate her april b'day too...n she got a fuckin pretty bangle n a couple of 10 buckz frm aunts.....how fuckin unfair!!! mine waz in march n i got nothing! not relli nothing but as in i dun get to celebrate it the way my siz getz to....i cant help feelin jealous.who wldnt...i'm trying to be happi 4 her but hey .......u cant help feeling dat way.........haix......wat luck....
today i'm like spoz to go madrasah n haf my test.....but fuck to hell wif it.i'm like oni hafal 3 outa 8 surahz.....n i wld be like wasting my tym if i go so i din go uhz.....here i am stuck at home.. completed sum o my hws....ders research yet to be done.haix....ders neva a rest in life ...n i'm gonna bet itz gonna b a hell lot tougher in de upcomin times ...madrasahz gonna haf itz mid yeras at de end of may i think....wat luck... ....i'm like totally lost in studies der.....n here in MI....ders more tests to come....
wat to do....mayb i'm destined to come here .do my stuff.n get out...cant wait when itz tym to grad.keep on dreamin freak .u've got ur As to do....well c yaz ....i'm gonna get myself stufffed....adioz~
Posted at 5/2/2004 9:25:47 pm by GurL_AiN
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Saturday, May 01, 2004
Haiz todayz juz anoda sickening day....
had a fuckin seminarz datz relli not at all abt motivating us....realli stupidz n dumbz uhz...but ovall itz ok cuz at least ders sum fuckin jokes to laugh at.....dey relli can kill me wif laughter manz....r relli a bunch o clowns...lolz...makes me kinda interested at first to be an actress...( keep o dreamin freak..) how bad i waz at acting,.....but hey who knows my talent is found in Mi.....u wld neva know.... But too bad...u relli haf to b committed to join MCS....n i simply dun haf da tym n i cannot afford my free tym to spend on sum dumb acting....neywayz dat part waz enjoyable...
de first lecture waz from an Uztaz...ntah maner dier bleh tersesat kat sini....i mean hey a motivational tok....in sch....an Uztaz??? doesnt sounds ryt uhz? he brags on abt histories n abt life...wat we haf to do as a muslim...if de tok waz based on de theme of religionz...it cld b ok...but what the heckz de link to motivate us wif dat??? pardon me uhz but hey i relli gotta say u bore us on de spot man.......it cld've been a some refreshment to de ears in Mesjid....but in a lecture theater? uhz? wtf?
n den ders dis super indon guy....cld've been cuter when hes younger.....hes actually not bad of a lecturer unlike Mi's lecturer...most r bored to death........niway hes namez Shahril....n werks as a lecturer in a polytechnic.....datz de hell y i wanna go der!! de lecturers r super frenly........wahahahahx.......wat fatez.....got dumped here....well wat to do...i gotta do wat shahril sez... fate lies in ur hands....u gotta make de best of wat u haf..bleh bleh bleh.........surprising i actually rmber wat he sez uhz.....itz relli rare 4 me to do diz...mayb bcuz hes .how shld i say? beta den de average? o curz hes beta! uhz i mean hes got like SOoooo many qualificationz...wahz........how envious....
den ders sum stupid games....twaz not dat fun uhz....but hey i'm trying to make de best outa it....lucky ders sya...if not i'd die of boredorm dwn der..
i still haf like tons of hws to do.....tests on mon: econs sum more...fuck sia... how de hell am i gonna find tym?? freak...got mad. sum more..uhz next week test on hafalan lagik real fuckin sick....how de hell can u hafal 8 surah wif tajwid witin a week?> datz like impossible!! n i've relli no tym to do dat manz...wat wif 4 fuckin econs essay...bitch lah dat arul.... think we so free isit? i've yet to come across a tym where i relli cannot cope n break down....juz wait n c....i'll start crying my hearts out....fuck man....
now my whole body aching like fuckz...am so dead tired....so not in de mood to do any hws.......how can i stop myself frm procastinating?? heyheyhey learnt a new werd frm shahril today :P yah i'm trying not to postpone my werk till last min,...........but hey i cant help it man! how can i do when i'm feeling so tired?? oh man....beta luck tml? plz plz plz.....lemme finish all my hws n learn for econs test?? plz oh godz.....diz weeks is so swayed....haix....i'm falling asleep at de keyboard redy.juz like ash sed.haix...so many sighz...i'd beta go now...bubyez!
Posted at 5/1/2004 1:08:41 am by GurL_AiN
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