Tuesday, December 07, 2004
Bz Bz bz...juz FuN realli..muahaha
ouhz! itz been kinda hectic week fer mua.
hax...right afta camp....quite shocking..eheheh...
so wat happenened uh?
hmmm so far....i've been spending a lota tym outside...
on mon...
had no idea that i haf tarian lesson....still slping when muh fren called me that i've tarian that day...so wateva ...i took my tym to sch...hey...they din inform me ...so wats the rush....muahahah bad mua.oh well...i dun think i missed much.they've got the Sri Warisan ppl to intro us to sum stuff...well oh ok...basically sum general stuff but den i seriosuly din know dat de 'tanjak' dat guyz wear haf a lot of meaning...well waz quite impressed actually.uhmm..we got split into grps n spoz to come out wif a dance...i'm like hey...todayz muh first day...how de hell am i spoz to know anything abt dance steps? oh well i waz spoz to be a guy disturbing a gurl...ah no surprise...my hair waz short n i dun think i'm so girl-graceful....so i got a man role....cool? naah....hey how de hell am i spoz to dance like a man? rough sharp steps? i'm not born a man...but wat the hell i bullshit tru it all...i cldve laughed at my own moves man...
on tues...
de second day...we had sum team building games.aint much fun actually...since sya isnt der...shes off having a gd tym in the chalet....HAX! I CANT GO!! which i found out later is a gd thing. anw later we kinda had a makeup lesson...woah...seriosuly....stage make-up is SO NOT my thing! i so think it looked perfectly horrible unless its done by a pro.bcuz wer kinda spoz to do on each others faces....n frm wat i saw on my frens face...i've no make-up skills...totally...bcuz relli i think id better make-up 4 a monster....serious!! n now i'm so worried howd i'm spoz to make myself up 4 SYF. my godz...dun they haf pro ppl to help us?haix.
wed..
went to escape wif zash, sya , lay kuan, shan n some small kids...ok frm experience...heres de tip...DUN BRING KIDS WHEN U GO ESCAPE TO HAF FUN! seriouzly speaking...they r sooo limited rides 4 kiddies....plus theyll get into tantrums if they din get to ride the one they want...n u still hafta take care of them n its like u can hardly haf fun urself. :) hope its useful :)
anw ....sya was like sooo...how shld i say? weak? muahahahah no offence but u like puked afta like onli 4 rides...muahahahha....u hafta get a grip gurl...i think u like reli waste ur $16.50. anw...i had fun..n sume farkin bitch juz hafta spoil my day...but wat the heck dis bimbos r always sickening assholes...so i dun reli give a damn. well relli...i feeel soooooooooooooooo tempted to go to the wild wild wet thingy...i mean its juz within muh reach...but i cant go in wif muh shirt n jeans....pluz muh mum wld scream if i went swimming wifout her persmission. haiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! i vow ill come back n swim n haff fun no matter wat...itz juz a matter of tym n MONEY!muahahahaha...
sun..
got out wif muh Np frenz 4 my official closing of raya-ing,,,feels weird...cuz itz like the third week aredy....but hey i've oni got out once wif muh frenz...give chance lah...anw...yah...spitty hoza,qin n irna cant come wit us.....we went to visit hses uh.....yeah...oklah...wif zal n mai...n sum other ppl..
today..mon..
went esplanade wif muh siz n sya n shan n mena. we watched camel playing his drums n the others playing angklung.real nice...they play lagu raya....nice nice nice.:) ;) :) ahaha...i really haf no guts to go up to him to at least say hi...darn it. oh well least i get to c himz :P hehehe....well....ahhhhhhh wat the heck...anw tmrs...going to my grannys hse n wait 4 muh parents to come back wif sum nice food! :P heheheh...n den ill b meeeting my pioneer peepz 4 a small gathering at j.p! haaahhh...looong tym nvr meet em...well..datz abt all...i kinda 4got abt wat happened on sum dayz...but relli...diz week was kinda bz...well...bz lady mua!
Posted at 12/7/2004 1:11:07 am by GurL_AiN
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Tuesday, November 30, 2004
sniff sniff...
haix..campz over..
well ders lotsa nice memories der...
yup yup...i neva knew dat sum of my watch members are MI-ianz..ahaha
oh well i've enjoyed my camp dayz reli much...yup yup.
i've a lotsa things to talk abt...but uh...feeling lazy to talk grandfather story yah...
bcuz i bet u'll b bored reading my winding story...
so to cut short id juz summarize everything.
day 1:
went kayaking a while..b4 dat we had sum practise capsizing...we were kinda near de shore so we can like walk inshore after capsizing.but when my boat overturned n i wanna step on the seafloor ..my legs cldnt reached it n the watrer level was like above my head! hax! n i was like struggling in the water.n my tall partner was standing easily in the water n still can ask me if i was ok. den he sed " u know ain u can let urself float...u've got ur life vest on." n dumbly in sudden realization i was like ..." oh yah ah"...hax! sick thing! i 4got im saved by diz jacket..n i struggled 4 nothg..i bet the others r laughing dwn there....huh! well anw...we kayaked till dinner ...n went to bed.
day2:
rock climbing.hmmm...it relli din look as ez as it looks...seriously speaking...last tym i can climb to the top blind folded...but now i reli hafta look arnd n werk my way tru.haix..i darent try the middle wall...looks tough...which is pretty inviting...but ders no tym 4 me...haix...den played sum games...when we played it we relli completely hugged each other...no talk abt touching...molesting or wateva...wer totally sardined....huh! fun relli...ahahahah....den had our briefing 4 tmrs outing.
day3:
we hafta kayak all the way to causeway ..i kayaked wif PL..an RJ guy...hes the starboard side...so...i havnet reli much difficulty kayaking wif him. den at lunch break...he wanted to switch kayaks wif his gf...ah! stupidz! den i'm tsuck wif a hwa chong gurl.haix...shes oklah...juz that...kayaking wif a gurl needs a lot more werk.n i mean relli....when we arrived at the ship yard...the water was behaving badly n our kayak keeps drifting away frm de diamond formation n reli my arms were aching n my fingers were cramped n at that pt of tym i regretted switching kayaks..haix...but i hafta say i'm proud of myself...even tho my body can hardly take de pressure...its my will power that makes our boat overtake many boats n arrived at land at last..i was seriously happy n soooo proud...yeah...n den we reli haf trouble slping...u can actually hear the mosquitoes buzzing in the tent while slping! n my hands n feets were attacked by those beasty flies...curse them...didn haf much sleep...but after doing my sentry duty at abt 4am...i slpt like a log outside....since its like beside de sea...its super peaceful n cooling wifout any flies to disturb my slp....but we hafta wake up at 6 aredy...haiyah...
day 4:
woke up early to eat a very sick breakfast.n break the tents n pack our things n leave the sembawang beach by 7 pluz...the sun...i tell u was scorching hot.i wldve b blinded by th e sun if i hadnt my cap to protect me...n of course...i hafta put on the sun block lotion..but seriously i cldnt b bothered...n so i haf a two tone skin colour...which i think is kinda cool....lol...ppl here back home is making a big deal outa my dark colour..but reli i missed being dark.strange 4 a gurl huh? but true...i missed being under the sun.n well here i am...i'm wif my partner again...n hes the sweeper which means we hafta sweep n push all the kayaks to the front...so wer like the last ppl...well its nice to kayak wif a guy,,,esp a guy like him...haix...wonder howd it b like if i was to kayak wif sumbody special huh...ahahahha...okok...anw me n PL was like trying to sing to chase de boredness away...but relli it wasnt boring to kayak wif him...hes a real gentleman n he sang the song that aladdin sang wif jasmine...spitty i din know how to sing that song...ahahah...oh yeah...we arrived back to ubin early at abt 11 pluz... den we planned to do the high elements ..well oni the first gp went n try out..n then the rain spoiled eveything...n our tracking plan was ruined too...haix....we pitched out tents at a site nearby...haix...
at nyt we kinda had a solo walking in the forest but reli it wasnt much scary after all since the person in front n behind me was like super near uh....hmmmm no fun relli but secretly speaking i was quite horrified when the instructor sed we hafta go back to camp one by one...hax. oh well we had our last de brief togather......haix...oh yah i 4got ..that nyt i was put in charged of cooking... muaahahha...a joke huh? but relli i cooked maggi...4 de first tym in my life i ate mushroom...ahahah not bad...n put anchovies too....heheh reli not bad esp when ur starving... n the boys rox....u know they huddled one corner n cooked their own meal cuz they r still hungry...they cooked sardines n put god knows wat inside...n hey itz not that bad....we ate it wif bread...heheh...
day 5:
wanted to try out the tripod high elements...but when it was my turn the rain hafta spoil everything again...haix...damn de rain...n den later we hafta clean up our bunks n de store....we oni hafta pay 20cents each...heheh....not bad uh our gp...well....we had our last lunch in the canteen b4 getting shirts frm de souvenier shop....i got 5 tshirts...one reli nice one 4 my bro....one 4 me n muh sis n two more 4 irna n sya...i like the black one...haiyah...i shldve bought another...oh well mayb next tym :) i reli wanna go again even tho it means suffering...muahahaha.. well took de ferry wif a reli heavy heart...n got home via train n bus. n den slept like nobodys biznez when i got home...heheh...n i stuffed myself wif everything i can find at home...muahahah talk abt starving...
oh well thats abt it....:) like my story?...not that detailed but hey i sed it. mayb more when i get to go again next tym yah...ciaoz!
Posted at 11/30/2004 2:54:29 pm by GurL_AiN
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Thursday, November 11, 2004
Posted at 11/11/2004 12:02:24 am by GurL_AiN
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Wednesday, November 10, 2004
Such a PurRRRRRFeCT day...
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
i'd like to say...
OMG!
OMG!
OMG!
OMG!
OMG!
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seesh...i'm soooooooooo on d edge today...
well how can i help it..
todayz....got an SC thing...spoz to b a lil briefing but noooooooo..
wer spoz to design sum banners 4 next years intake.
they planned n made us do stuff as if wer de confirmed batch of new Scs...
i tell u...if id do so many stuff n i'm not in...id curse dem upside dwn...
muahahahahahahah
ah enuf enuf...
anw..lata..i went to jp wif sya..
actually went there to haf a haircut..n oso get some chocs n boxes..
but in the end...i oni got the chocs..
cant find no boxes.
no nice shop wif a decent price 4 my haircut...
stupid things...
where de hell can i find sum nice boxes?
i'm so in need of boxes.
my files r like super thick n sooo many that my drawers can actually choke to death..
haix..
so den we ended up going to j.w, sya's place...wif lotsa hairdressers arnd..
well...we kinda abt to take de 187 bus...
frm afar...i kinda catch this kinda familiar face...i stared hard at him...
n he stared hard at me...
n den...as i got closer....
OMG! its e-is!!!
oh shit!!! times 3 mayb...
goshz..i wasnt like totally prepared to meet him!
n sya was like pulling me to catch de bus..
or do u meant to catch him?
bcuz u hafta sit like sooooo near dem when we can actually sit somewhere front u know.
n omg...i din even realize rizal was der!
ahh!!!! stupid sir...y muz he exist sumwhere near e-is?
haix...wonder y...i realli hafta exist super shy wif him...
hmmm...i dun do dat to aliff or shahid or god knows who..
oni mayb sampan...n now him...ah shitz...
oh yah tok abt sampan...hiz fwens were like sooooo evil to make fun o him!!
sooo bad sia...they paste sumones sticker on his back wifout him realizing that everybody was like laughing at him! huh!
of curz i wld so like the honour to get that sticker off him...but uh...
well...realli quit dreaming ain.
well anw...i cldnt possibly turn arnd n tok to rizal...in case u dunno...hes my sir in np...actually spoz to b n nco oni...but hes promoted...so sir aredy..
well...i cant tok to rizal ryt?
i hafta tok to him too...
n i cant do dat...
bcuz...id b triple shy n sit n stare n smile n blush n cry n cldnt do anything else.
haix..
then we got off at the stop n soon got into diz quite crowded shop...i guess their service mite b quite gd den..
also de price aint tt bad...11.80 4 jc students..
so in i got n flip tru so many bks..
afta at last i pointed to dis pic...i showed it to diz man.whos actually gonna cut my hair..
super surprised i was cuz neva in my life haf i got a man to cut my hair.
kinda awkward at first...but oh well wat de heck...i juz need a haircut....slong as he dun shave my head bald..its ok i guess..
well its not.
its sick.. n i mean real sick...i dunno wat he told us but we sed ok so stupidly..
n he ended up snipping off my back hair n den i felt so airy behind me ...n i do so wonder if he cut so short...
n when he kinda turn me to de side...
i was like super super shocked!!!
omg! hes cutting off my so called precious back hair so much!!!
i didn know he meant this kinda stupid hairstyle...
n he cut off my hari sooo much...
i sed a lil shorter den de pic...n i so didn mean super short!!
wah lau eh....
i cldnt believe wat i was seeing...
n he cut my hair slunting dwnwards frm de back...which is super sick!
i've got dis hairstyle b4...n i reli dispised it...
an infinity eeeewwww!!!!
but afta messing up my hair...a slight percent of me kinda like it
cuz i've always wanted to haf a short hair...
n kinda b like a 'tomboy'....
oh well..
my wish came true...
but y now!?!?!?
i wished it like 2 yrs ago...
n i got it now? when i'm 17?
my siz say i dun look like a lady at all..
i look so tomboyish....i look so immatured...
omg.......wat haf i done???
n do u know wat my bro sed?
he sed hes thankful of his hairstyle...
isnt dat triple sarcastic to bang me?
urgh!
my godz...i cut my hair not bcuz i wan a new hairstyle..
i juz wanna get it shorter so dat i can maintain it ezier during my upcoming OBS camp!
n now its like...i dun even need to tie it or gel it or wateva...godz..
i'm trying to b a gurl now yah...n diz is so not helping me...
n de price was lik e12 plus loh!
i was like so distrught n horrified dat i cldnt b bothered wif de price n trust em de money n got e change back wifout checking.ah stupid me...
later den did i realize dat i think they cheated me...
de sign sed dat it cost 11.80..
n i've to pay sum xtra 4 god knows wat reason.
curses!!
sya was all like...its nice lah....
umm r u serious? or r u juz trying to make me feel better?
bcuz it din help n i mourned de whole day abt my bad haircut.
haix..
aaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh! Sick thing!
Posted at 11/10/2004 11:00:52 pm by GurL_AiN
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Wednesday, November 03, 2004
i wanna say a big big ALHAMDULILLAH!!!!!
thank god i passed...
i didnt retain!
oh wow...
on mon i got back muh exam scripts...so we were all bz calculating marks...
n boy did i get the shock of my life...
i'm serious here...
i neva expected to get an A level pass 4 economics.
but i did.
n u can ask azlin n sha...
i was like..." no no...it cldnt be an A"
me n my shocked face..
me n my dun believe face..
i cdlnt face it..
i was totally surprised.
is dis wat u call a miracle?
anw,
pleasant it was..
n happi was i..
on tues,i got back my report bk.
oh heck..
i didnt do as well as i've expected.
it shldnt b a surprise.
but i reli dunno y
i scored quite badly in geog even tho i got an A
also..i failed lit.but i got an AO pass overall..haix..
so overall..i got an A pass n 4 AO passes.
kinda surpass the 1A n 2AO requirement.
but still i felt quite bad 4 not doing better.
did i knew i cld do better?
oh yeah ain ..u do..
but u lost ur focuz so easily
u got easily distracted
n u dun plan.
u've no goals..
aha...goals...
wat'd i learn today?
itz impt to have dreams
n itz also impt to achieve it.
haix..
itz so much ez to say..
but but
de hardest thing is
to get urself disciplined enuf
to do wat ur spoz to do..
ah so much 4 toking..
i bet i'm gonna b hell bz during diz hols...
oh yah...did i mention that today was the last day of sch?
well it is..but it doesnt feel like one
bcuz i'm so gonna c my fwens again quite often
haix...
shan din wanna go OBS wif me..
sigh..
so again..
im left alone on muh own..
to venture out into de camp..
urgh...y so feeling?
dunno juz felt like it.
haix...y wun de gurls wana get rough?
i mean as in...go seek adventure n do sumthing real fun..
rather then stuck n slp at home
i mean i do luv to slp too
but i too luv so much to physically challenge myself...
n so i signed up for OBS again...
dya think its gonna b boring since i've went there b4?
i dunno..
i'm gonna miss lit lessons..haix..
n i've hws to do...triple haix.
n i'm gonna start my newfound 'interest'
mly dance.
oh wow...surprise surprise...
first tym o my life i'm gonna start proper mly dancing..
a joke aint it?
oh well..count this as a desperation 4 Pearl points.
drama wun b representing 4 syf next year..so i guess i cld try mly dance 4 a while..
but still...i wun put aside my acting.ok guyz?
hax..diz days...i'm getting tireder n not much in a mood to do anything much..
i've got new cds frm azlin..thanx gurl...n a whole lot more vcds to burn my eyes watching tv.
oh well...free frm sch i am...but strangely i kinda cldnt find the tym 4 myself.hmmm
oh well...am logging off now...Blue OUT!
Posted at 11/3/2004 5:21:39 pm by GurL_AiN
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Saturday, October 30, 2004
i'm feeling..............depressed....
uh no surprise?
but dis is serious..
i cried big tym yest...
reason?
lots...
all week i've been worrying abt my goddamn results...
n i mean relly worried...i'm scared n i'm nervous...
i cldnt imagine wat wld happen if i were to retain..
godz...i reli dun wanna...
4 so many times...gd teachers haf been trying to counsel the depressed...
but i dun feel any beta...
n yest...i've been trying to ask me frens if mrs tan haf called to tell us de results..
but to no avail..
n my depression keeps mounting...
afta watchin de play...wif my drama pals...
twas very late...ended at 10.30
but we were outa place at arnd 11
n den i took a bus wif those whos going to the west too..
but on the way mum called..
wif dad yelling n getting so werked up.
cuz i guess i'm not back when its so late
he wanted me to get dwn at the ginza plaza stop n take buz 30.
i mean...i'm scared to do dat...since none of my frens r goin my way.
they wanted to end at j.e
but dad sed dat de 98 bus wld haf finised its service by the tym i reached j.e
so afta dat...my journey wif my frens became a quiet one..
i reli didnt haf the mood to tok n laugh n joke afta gotten screamed at.
n u know that i'm having pmses..
n that juz doubles my depression..
afta getting off at the darn stop..
i sat dwn alone at the bus stop..
a gp of noisy boys came n settled on the seat to my left..
but most of them board a bus n left one of their members to wait 4 his bus...
he was sitting at my extreme left..
i wasnt feeling any better then...n de bus was like so late.
n den to make things worse..an old man came n sat on my right.
by then i was like...wat the hell man...cant he sit anywhere else?
den he start looking at me n staring at me..
n of curz any gurl wld feel afraid ryt?
well i was...i was sick n tired n he jus makes things worse.
he starts toking to me ...i cldnt quite hear wat the hell hes saying but i think its in mly but den again i saw him carrying a chi newspaper...
so i kinda tot hes a crazy lunatic.
i gave him an attitude face..n he continues to turn n stare at me..
i was already shaking wif fury 4 god knows wat reason..
i was angry 4 he dared to disturb me at this kinda tym.
n den i cldnt take it anymore...n snapped mind ur own biznez, tank u!"
i dunno y the hell i was using formal launguage.
perhaps i tot it wasnt right 4 me to use vulgarities since i was dressed formally n i was wearing a tudung..so maybe i shldnt start acting all violent or wateva...
so i was feeling all helpless n afraid n depressed...
the guy on my left kept looking at that man...i think...
so i guess hes my only source of consolation...
maybe he'll help if the old man starts getting physical or wat.
but he got up n went away....
i was like.." oh dun leave me....plz..."
i was even more scared stiff...
but since he left his seat...i quickly got up n sat at the other extreme end of the old man..
n den de guy came back...n sat at my place juz now..
oh wow...well i guess he got up to throw away sum rubbish..
n he sat at my place calmly eating chocolates.
my godz...how thankful i was...
n den de old man turn arnd n was surprised that i kinda switched places wif that guy..
n soon enuf he got up n walked away..
at last i heaved a huge sigh of relieve...
was i feeling...so sad...
thinking that dad wasnt even here to take me home..
unlike nits n liyana...their dad got em home..
oh quit it...dad doesnt even haf a car.
sigh..ash n e-is haf been wishing me nyt msges..
i cldnt very well reply...cuz i know my tone wld b in such a sad tone..n they r not much of company.
i mean...i cldnt very well feel comforted wif ppl msging me when i was facing such situations..
but at least they r sum sweet ppl who remembered me uh...at least dey dun scream or yelled at me ...
sigh...
i cldnt help but to cry on de bus home...i cldnt held back my tears anymore..
i felt so...depressed...
it all keeps mounting n dat stupid incident juz got me to de peak..
n i juz hafta let it all out...i cried big tym...sitting alone in de buz...
luckily there werent too many ppl...well no surprise...it was 11.30 pm..by then
i got home wif an angry face n continued crying in my bed...
i cried till i slp...
n i got up late in de morn wif a swollen face...sighz...
i tried submerging my face into water 4 a while...n put eye moisturiser to lessen de swollen look...well its subsides ...luckily...
sighz...
now...i've my mad project to be done...n mum wants me to start making cookies...
oh hell..i snapped at her saying i've got hw to do...
she neva asks if i were bz or not...she juz assumes i'm like hell free n that i hafta hlp her...
let the brat do em...bro is like totally free...
n siz...she got her results earlier yest.
n dad was asking me y she did badly in her eng...
i was like how the hell am i spoz to know?
u shld be tankful u've got a totally bright n popular youngest daughter.
n u reli dun need to compare my results when i was in sec 2 wif hers.
i know i'm dumber then she is.
i know ur youger son n daughter is like totally way brighter then i am.
ok so if i was to retain...it reli shldnt be a surprise shld it?
i neva satisfy u...
ah to hell wif it all..........
Posted at 10/30/2004 2:55:19 pm by GurL_AiN
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Tuesday, October 26, 2004
haix...today wasnt reli a gd day....i mean muh team lost big tym during pe netball match...am not reli surprised actually...i got muh reasons but another factor is dat i cldnt get myself energised like usual...u know like how u start ur bike? step on de engine....vroom it goes....well i can do dat...played my whole heart last game but today its like...i cldnt get my engine running ....everytime i step on it....it cldnt go up...like...i juz cldnt get my body energised....n then i felt de flatness in me...i felt de 'cldnt be bothered to run 4 de ball' feeling....n i knew my period is coming...sigh well i waz right later when i got home...sick man! i've fast for half a day! ah so rugi!!! but den again...i havent reli de appetite to eat...am suffering cramps ryt now...sighz....
sch wasnt any more fun...teachers were going tru papers....n i was like ....oh shit i din say dat! man ...i dun remember putting dat in! all those stuff i sed...uncountable times...n thuz my hopes was actually decreasing.......i was dead worried during econs lesson.........tried to had a counselling session wif ms loh but it din reli make any much diff....i'm so dead worried!! rasiah was all saying..." i dun c wats de big deal abt pupils retaining..." though its true dat we might score better....but hey u know de odds....-embarressment...wif frenz....n Family...neverending qns wld be bombarded at me...n ppl arnd simply wldnt be helping! it juz adds up the pressure....an incentive to werk hard? but but but...i reli reli dun wanna stay back! i dun wanna be left alone! i dun wanna be separated wif muh frenz...sighz...
uh F....diz thing is killing me....i cant even type in peace.tmrs gonna be a hell long day....hafta stay back 4 drama hearing sum freaks giving a tok abt a movie i'm not even gonna watch.wat a waste of tym....seriously i kinda regret i'm in it cuz i find that theres practicaly nthg significantly benefiting me there....i find it dead bored hearing them crack jokes which i think is way lamer then mine.anw...i was thinking abt joining one of the dance grpz...mayb de mly dance...juz for the SYF next year....i'm like so desperate 4 pearl points.its so hopeless for me to be in the SC/FL thing ...since nobody wld vote 4 mua...howeva much id like to be one..juz to experience leadership stuff oh well not surprising reli...bill isnt much of help at all....oh well....since if i cant earn pearl points dat way...den de next thing is to join de syf thing so dat i cld represent MI sumhow...but wat abt my drama?ah who actually cares?i do!!! cant u c? i'm kinda dedicated to wateva cca i'm in...but i so wanna do other things too u know....but if i do dat...the other members will c me like sumone who isnt interested in drama at all n itz like the other ppl who always haf bad attendence. but i'm not like that!!! lifes sooo freaking tough!~!
Posted at 10/26/2004 11:02:50 pm by GurL_AiN
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Saturday, October 23, 2004
hmmm...thurs n fri was NICEZ!
wat happened on thurs n fri?
oh well..thurs sum of de students n de drama ppl went to de subordinate courts 4 a tour...wohoho....the court waz nice...esp de juvenile court..looks so modernish...de sub court was old yah but still very nice...so classy...i din know there was so so so so many courts inside dat huge building...n itz nothing like wat we c in tv..we get to sit in n listen to de trials...exciting huh? well not relli...in fact it was VERY boring! nothing like de 'objection!' or hammering de table wif judges wearing fake white hairs or black cloak or wateva...tiz very modernish...sum of the judges actually typed out wateva was said...but itz quite boring cuz theres nothing relli...i sit n listen at the illegal immigrant trial n de corruption trial.itz simply de lawyer asking the witness qnz...n toks to de judge at times...nothing much..oh yah b4 we went off frm sch...i got a bouquet of flowers 4 muh mum! i mean itz so pretty...tho itz done by a clazz of ameteurs....well my mum loves flowers! esp orchids...i got her orchids once when we visited de orchid farm...man they were darn cheap there...can go there again?
anw on fri....twaz fun bcuz my gp actually won three netball matches consecutively! i was like realli proud yah! cuz i was kinda scared of a couple of team whos got reli powerful ppl...4 eg..in one gp...theres this reli darn tall gurl who can relli defend so well wif her tall built body....well i got past her n scored quite easily actually.....muahhahah...then the other team was all indian who was like pretty active too....one of de gurls was like defending me n actually scratched my face wif her fingernails...my godz...i neva know a friendly game can get my face scratched! n the the next team was full of basketballers....i was pretty sacred actually....n then this gurl was like slapping my face when defending me....i was like...wat the hell....but i cldnt very well f her on the spot cuz my team needs me....hehehe....sighz....not very bad actually....they werent very happy wif the resultz of curz...we scored alternately wif them...n we won wif a mark ahead of em...yay! pheew....not bad 4 dat day huh?i was really proud of my team den...heheh
but de joke of de day was dat...i actually asked ms tan 4 a water break after winning two matches...n everbody was like staring at me...n i was like....y r u staring at me?!!? n dayah sed, " ko puase kan Ain?!'' n den i was like....shit! i 4got! while slapping my forehead.....lolx...i actually 4got i was fasting yah....seesh...but then again if i went straight to de water cooler n drank water without realizing...still wldnt b wrong since i drink when i was uncounscious of myself. i can say " tak sengaje tak sengaje..." heheheheh....
sighz...today was tiring manz...i made ondeh2....4 3 hrs...n made sum porridge n soup....all by myself...hehehe...mum was bz making tarts.... nak gi terawih tak nanti?well c de weather...anw fir called saying hed be at assyakirin later....n hes looking 4ward to seeing me there....urgh!
Posted at 10/23/2004 6:34:07 pm by GurL_AiN
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Tuesday, October 19, 2004
boring day brng me worries.
yeehaaaaaa
sch was darn boring diz two dayz...n i've been losing big time in the uno game!!!! my godz...how haf i lost my skills?!?!?! n im like keep losing like 4eva lor 4 diz week! goshz...n de first tym i hafta do a forfeit-do a macarena dance in front of like ..EVERBODY!! goshz...muru sez he n navin saw it...wah lau...i tot dey din c....n den de 2nd time...i hafta crawl over n under table like a sick dog....n de others were super entertained manz....think wat? i clown ah? seesh....wat fate sia...how to not lose again? laalalalalalalalalallalalalalalala.
c i'm goin crazy soon enuf. sighz...did reli practically nthg yah....n tmrs gonna get results aredy...haix....am so not looking 4ward 4 it....i'm not hoping much on lit...aint surprising that oni 17 pplz passed 4 li P1 4 de whole level...i mean y the hell did she set a difficult topic...if u dun find it hard...then u shld b crazy....cuz i so cant do da papar... sighz... .n i dun wanna get econs paper back too....i'm so hoping 4 a miracle to happen to pass me....can that happen? oh godz at least let me pass one paper 4 econs at least...sighz....n i'm so depending on geog 4 an A pass.....if not...i'm so dead....geog geog geog....help help help!! n gp...plz pass plz pass plz pass...mly too.....sighz...i've like real no confidence manz...
SYa!! HOW IF I DIN MAKE IT??? HOW!?!?!?!?!?!I SO DUN WANNA REPEAT MY YEAR...dun leave me guyz!!!my goshz...i feel like crying ryt now....howhowhow???
****************************************************decomposing me
Posted at 10/19/2004 10:32:25 pm by GurL_AiN
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Saturday, October 16, 2004
snow snow snow....here i come!
oh wow.....snow!!!!!!!!!
oh great!! snow sliding!!!!WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!
again agian! again again!
lets join forces! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!
( entering de snowball pit)
geez....de snow doesnt look nice to thr....
(smack!)
F! who juz threw a snowball at me????
shit! my eye! my eye!!!
oh f whoeva did that!
i swear dat snowball is totally de kind o ice u can find in de freezer! itz totally too fake!!! i mean its so hard! u cant haf fun when ppl r throwing rock hard ice at u!?!?!?!?itz not snow!
man....so we spend almost de entire tym snow sliding...n took dozenz of fotoz...
do u know dat within mins in dat snow room...my lips were half frozen....m godz my face n hands n my legs were numb frm de xtreme cold...n de ice is like totally burning...i touched a small portion of it wif my bare hands n its like ...it burns...goshz...diz isnt even water!...i think...sighz...
but de experience was cool yah! n u wanna know wat? i survived at temperatures of almost -5 degrees! wow! i neva imagined i cld live at below zero degreez....wahahaha datz a nice experience indeed...oh well...
n den later we dropped by at science centre...n ders de fountain on flat floor...i was so amazed at how pretty water can b dat i'm like totally into it! i ran tru shooting waters n got myself like totally drenched!! wahahahah! i din even think of how i can go back wif dripping wet clothes! seesh...reli enjoyed it manz....shld go der more often n dun 4get to bring xtra clean clothes! heheheh.....anw my clothes were quite half dry while waiting 4 de freaking late buz! sighz.....
oh well....diz few days were totally fun....today nothing much happen except my fridge got crazy n we got to spend like 200 buckz to repair it....sighz...
gosh mums aredy callin....gotta go do sum shopoping wif her....c yaz~
Posted at 10/16/2004 2:51:41 pm by GurL_AiN
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